I have a *little* bit of a short fuse. An anger problem some would say. I know it's not healthy, and I know I better shape up a bit, or I will be a bad example for my child....BUT, when the bullshit comes, I can't help but to lose my cool. No matter how many times I count back from 10...No amout of deep breaths will quell my anger.
For example, last night around 9pm Jason and I went down to Safeway to pick up some groceries for dinner. When we are standing in line, some ass walks by and yells at the cashier lady "You've got too many customers in your fuckin' line!" WTF. What a son of a bitch. Do you think she doesn't know that?! Yeah, this OLD ASS Russian lady LOVES to have a line of 5 people. ITS FUCKING FUN TIMES. She has been on the intercom calling for another cashier for the last 5 minutes, CHILL THE FUCK OUT.
After we get all of our stuff bagged and are walking out of the store I hear afore-mentioned asshole chuckling loudly, so I turn around and he is staring at my ass. NICE. Then he stars making this weird high pitched oooohhaaahhh noise at me. Shithead.
We walk out of the store and Jason hops on the cart and rides it all the way to the car, just being a dork, going "I'm impressing you , weeeeeeee!!!" HAHA.
Then some guy sitting in a car with two chicks parked right next to ours starts laughing, cause he heard Jason being a dork and all, no harm done........
We get in the car and I look over at the doors to see if shit head was walking out. No shit head.
But then I hear "What the fuck are you lookin' at?"
HUH?
"What the fuck are you looking at, bitch?"
Took me a second to figure it out
It's that guy sitting in the car right next to us......
EXCUSE ME? *Loses Temper*
"I said what the fuck are you lookin' at, bitch?"
"ARE YOU TRYING TO START SHIT WITH ME MOTHERFUCKER?"
"What if I am bitch?"
"WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU STARTING SHIT WITH A PREGNANT STRANGER YOU FUCKING PUNK-ASS-BITCH?!"
"(Mumbles some irrelevant bullshit that I'm too angry to even remember)"
"WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU LADIES HANGING OUT WITH THIS FUCKING LOSER? HOW ABOUT YOU TWO HOLD HIM DOWN WHILE I GIVE HIM A FUCKING DOC-MARTEN DENTAL PLAN? OR HOW ABOUT YOU GET YOURPUSSY-EXCUSE FOR A MAN'S ASS OUT OF THE FUCKING CAR SO I CAN RIP OFF YOUR HEAD AND SHIT DOWN YOUR THROAT?
"Shut the fuck up, bitch"
"GUESS WHAT ASSHOLE, I AINT YOUR BITCH, AND I DONT TAKE ORDERS WELL, SO HOW ABOUT YOU GET OUT HERE AND FUCKING FIGHT ME LIKE A MAN? COME HERE, I WANNA KILL YOU! COME ON, I'M GONNA TEAR OFF YOUR NUTS SO WE CAN FIGHT FAIR!! COME ON ROCKSTAR!!!"
* I start to get out of the car...
Jason just grabs my arm and peels out of there.
I know I shouldn't fight, I need to get a grip.
I wasn't gonna get close to him, I just wanted to chuck a fucking can of soda at his cunt face.
I just have a really hard time dealing with people sometimes. I think I just don't know how to handle it when someone is SO OUTLANDISHLY RUDE TO ME.
Especially when I didn't do a damn thing wrong.
I lost my temper again today....
I walked into my parent's house to say hi, and I was wearing a black maternity shirt with a skull and cross-bones on it.
First thing out of my mom's mouth: "I HATE that, what is that supposed to mean? DEATH BABY?"
Me: *Bites tounge* "Noo....it stands for PIRATE mom..."
Mom: " I can already tell how you are gonna raise your baby, and I don't like it at all"
(This was the second "Mom comment" in a week.. last week she told me I was gonna be A BAD MOTHER.
***Loses Temper***
For example, last night around 9pm Jason and I went down to Safeway to pick up some groceries for dinner. When we are standing in line, some ass walks by and yells at the cashier lady "You've got too many customers in your fuckin' line!" WTF. What a son of a bitch. Do you think she doesn't know that?! Yeah, this OLD ASS Russian lady LOVES to have a line of 5 people. ITS FUCKING FUN TIMES. She has been on the intercom calling for another cashier for the last 5 minutes, CHILL THE FUCK OUT.
After we get all of our stuff bagged and are walking out of the store I hear afore-mentioned asshole chuckling loudly, so I turn around and he is staring at my ass. NICE. Then he stars making this weird high pitched oooohhaaahhh noise at me. Shithead.
We walk out of the store and Jason hops on the cart and rides it all the way to the car, just being a dork, going "I'm impressing you , weeeeeeee!!!" HAHA.
Then some guy sitting in a car with two chicks parked right next to ours starts laughing, cause he heard Jason being a dork and all, no harm done........
We get in the car and I look over at the doors to see if shit head was walking out. No shit head.
But then I hear "What the fuck are you lookin' at?"
HUH?
"What the fuck are you looking at, bitch?"
Took me a second to figure it out
It's that guy sitting in the car right next to us......
EXCUSE ME? *Loses Temper*
"I said what the fuck are you lookin' at, bitch?"
"ARE YOU TRYING TO START SHIT WITH ME MOTHERFUCKER?"
"What if I am bitch?"
"WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU STARTING SHIT WITH A PREGNANT STRANGER YOU FUCKING PUNK-ASS-BITCH?!"
"(Mumbles some irrelevant bullshit that I'm too angry to even remember)"
"WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU LADIES HANGING OUT WITH THIS FUCKING LOSER? HOW ABOUT YOU TWO HOLD HIM DOWN WHILE I GIVE HIM A FUCKING DOC-MARTEN DENTAL PLAN? OR HOW ABOUT YOU GET YOURPUSSY-EXCUSE FOR A MAN'S ASS OUT OF THE FUCKING CAR SO I CAN RIP OFF YOUR HEAD AND SHIT DOWN YOUR THROAT?
"Shut the fuck up, bitch"
"GUESS WHAT ASSHOLE, I AINT YOUR BITCH, AND I DONT TAKE ORDERS WELL, SO HOW ABOUT YOU GET OUT HERE AND FUCKING FIGHT ME LIKE A MAN? COME HERE, I WANNA KILL YOU! COME ON, I'M GONNA TEAR OFF YOUR NUTS SO WE CAN FIGHT FAIR!! COME ON ROCKSTAR!!!"
* I start to get out of the car...
Jason just grabs my arm and peels out of there.
I know I shouldn't fight, I need to get a grip.
I wasn't gonna get close to him, I just wanted to chuck a fucking can of soda at his cunt face.
I just have a really hard time dealing with people sometimes. I think I just don't know how to handle it when someone is SO OUTLANDISHLY RUDE TO ME.
Especially when I didn't do a damn thing wrong.
I lost my temper again today....
I walked into my parent's house to say hi, and I was wearing a black maternity shirt with a skull and cross-bones on it.
First thing out of my mom's mouth: "I HATE that, what is that supposed to mean? DEATH BABY?"
Me: *Bites tounge* "Noo....it stands for PIRATE mom..."
Mom: " I can already tell how you are gonna raise your baby, and I don't like it at all"
(This was the second "Mom comment" in a week.. last week she told me I was gonna be A BAD MOTHER.
***Loses Temper***
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hungry4u:
My dear SweetIyvie, Temper is a problem for us all. Like I just couldn't stop myself from adding a bunch of comments to a guy's post on your question about choosing between A and C cups on women. He pissed me off with a thoughtless remark and didn't light up even 3 brain cells answering the question you posed. Makes us men even more boorish, so I was boorish to him. Well, just wanted you to know you are not alone. Wish all the best things for you, David