i've been quite busy yesterday because i decided to take on a gig tomorrow night. And there is Hangar on saturday too.
i really want my new number to come across. But there is so much to do still...
an outfit to sew, a choreography to create, the track to mix. At least i already chose the songs.
tomorrow night... i must be out of my mind.
i am. its too cold to think straight. Damn i wish houses in Brazil had heating.
i have tons of pics to upload. Lazy! So here goes something unedited!
oh, warmer days...
(fotolog)
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i have to step out to buy more fabric. The dress is almost all cut, patterns made (argh! hate that part!) and i only need to cut the skirt to sew it all together. Plus the track is ready.
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jewish traditional music is quite inspiring.
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back home:
i got my nails done and my eyebrows. Now i can finally look at myself in the mirror. I was starting to really dread my own reflection.
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and well... my jazz class is gonna perform next month at some school's event. Jeepers!
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i suffer of the worst stage fright. But i love that darn place!
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back to work.
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edit again. too lazy for a new post? dunno.
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all i know is that i am tired, and my fingers hurt already, and now finishing the dress looks so far away...
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gambare ne!
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and i just realized that i have been behaving like the Rose from "The Little Prince". That i cannot change people. That i will never hear those sweet words again, no matter what. It just isn't His nature to say those things. And that it makes me very sad to think these things. (sometimes i miss her terribly).
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people just are never happy, are they?
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one more edit.
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i think i know why i am not eating. Because of Him. To see if He worries, if He cares. He doesn't. At all. Over the past month, the only moments i have eaten normally were when He was by my side. It sucks. All of it.
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and my sewing machine decided not to work right when i start the most important part of the outfit. ARGH!!!
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maybe i should eat something and go to sleep. i feel like screaming and crying right now.
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i really want my new number to come across. But there is so much to do still...
an outfit to sew, a choreography to create, the track to mix. At least i already chose the songs.
tomorrow night... i must be out of my mind.
i am. its too cold to think straight. Damn i wish houses in Brazil had heating.
i have tons of pics to upload. Lazy! So here goes something unedited!
oh, warmer days...
(fotolog)
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edit:
i have to step out to buy more fabric. The dress is almost all cut, patterns made (argh! hate that part!) and i only need to cut the skirt to sew it all together. Plus the track is ready.
...
jewish traditional music is quite inspiring.
...
----------
back home:
i got my nails done and my eyebrows. Now i can finally look at myself in the mirror. I was starting to really dread my own reflection.
...
and well... my jazz class is gonna perform next month at some school's event. Jeepers!
...
i suffer of the worst stage fright. But i love that darn place!
------
back to work.
-----------
edit again. too lazy for a new post? dunno.
...
all i know is that i am tired, and my fingers hurt already, and now finishing the dress looks so far away...
...
gambare ne!
...
and i just realized that i have been behaving like the Rose from "The Little Prince". That i cannot change people. That i will never hear those sweet words again, no matter what. It just isn't His nature to say those things. And that it makes me very sad to think these things. (sometimes i miss her terribly).
...
people just are never happy, are they?
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one more edit.
...
i think i know why i am not eating. Because of Him. To see if He worries, if He cares. He doesn't. At all. Over the past month, the only moments i have eaten normally were when He was by my side. It sucks. All of it.
...
and my sewing machine decided not to work right when i start the most important part of the outfit. ARGH!!!
...
maybe i should eat something and go to sleep. i feel like screaming and crying right now.
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Yeah heating will be fine with all this cold out there... but in Brasil have air conditioning in the houses is a must, when i was working in Rio i have to sleep with the A/C turn on
(ainda que a tardinha)
-> faltou o vestdo de gueixa
MEU
esse frio
NINGUEM MERECE.
-> na falta do heater
-> abre outra garrafa de conhaque.