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Las Vegas - Sao Paulo

SG Since 2006

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Tuesday May 15, 2007

May 14, 2007
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*lollipop*

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last week was fantastic. last weekend was great. yesterday was good. my class earlier today was good. so why the hell do i feel so lousy and want to cry?
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if Master weren't working from home today i would probably feel even worse. Luckily we are the geek couple, so i get to stay in bed to Him at one computer while he works on the other.
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i blame gremlins for the chaos that has currently taken over the apartment. i havent given it a good scrub since before my surgery, so that makes it about a month now. i am starting to fear what is under the pile of dishes in the sink.
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but still i have no energy. Considering the supreme oracle that is my birthcontrolpill box, it must be PMS. And my period is due today or tomorrow. So i'll be feeling better in a few days.
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sweetie with no desire to look at nakie women is not sweetie. But then again i am sour about a certain something. Awww, women.
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i want to put together a burlesque act with this:

... but i am at loss with what to mix it with... suggestions?
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tomorrow the doctor will tell me when i can get back to working out. i hope he says tomorrow. i really need it.
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and i work at Vegas this thursday night. Hope that goes well. Awww. tomorrow. Everything is tomorrow...

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Adiamento - lvaro de Campos

Depois de amanh, sim, s depois de amanh...
Levarei amanh a pensar em depois de amanh,
E assim ser possvel; mas hoje no...
No, hoje nada; hoje no posso.
A persistncia confusa da minha subjetividade objetiva,
O sono da minha vida real, intercalado,
O cansao antecipado e infinito,
Um cansao de mundos para apanhar um eltrico...
Esta espcie de alma...
S depois de amanh...
Hoje quero preparar-me,
Quero preparar-rne para pensar amanh no dia seguinte...
Ele que decisivo.
Tenho j o plano traado; mas no, hoje no trao planos...
Amanh o dia dos planos.
Amanh sentar-me-ei secretria para conquistar o rnundo;
Mas s conquistarei o mundo depois de amanh...
Tenho vontade de chorar,
Tenho vontade de chorar muito de repente, de dentro...

No, no queiram saber mais nada, segredo, no digo.
S depois de amanh...
Quando era criana o circo de domingo divertia-rne toda a semana.
Hoje s me diverte o circo de domingo de toda a semana da minha infncia...
Depois de amanh serei outro,
A minha vida triunfar-se-,
Todas as minhas qualidades reais de inteligente, lido e prtico
Sero convocadas por um edital...
Mas por um edital de amanh...
Hoje quero dormir, redigirei amanh...
Por hoje, qual o espetculo que me repetiria a infncia?
Mesmo para eu comprar os bilhetes amanh,
Que depois de amanh que est bem o espetculo...
Antes, no...
Depois de amanh terei a pose pblica que amanh estudarei.
Depois de amanh serei finalmente o que hoje no posso nunca ser.
S depois de amanh...
Tenho sono como o frio de um co vadio.
Tenho muito sono.
Amanh te direi as palavras, ou depois de amanh...
Sim, talvez s depois de amanh...

O porvir...
Sim, o porvir...


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a year and a half ago...

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must... get... chocolate...
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"So come on and take my hand
We'll be off to a distant land
Because it's a nice day to get away
From all the pain inside
A wonderful day to run away
Run away and hide
We'll be alright
...
(Run away and hide)"
Run away and hide - the hippos
*
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edited to add that blogging like crazy helps not cutting myself. but the Mister is home now... how can He not notice anything?

aloof people...
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VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
destillat:
ahhh vc fica muito linda ruiva tbm... *-*

num fica mal no... s vezes pode ser TPM ou algo assim... foda... i.i
May 15, 2007
heisszeit:
can i hug you? would this help?

xoxo
May 16, 2007

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