I don't know if I believe in "signs"..Ya know when someone says they saw something and it is suppose to represent something else and it has to do with something in theirs lives? Does that make sense? Anyways if u have read any of my blogs you know what has been going on with me and my x. Well 2 nights ago I ended it for good. He is in Texas for the next two months and was trying to decide if he wanted to be with me. So I basically decided I didn't want to deal with him and his bullshit amymore and told him I decided I didn't want to be with him..It sucks..I love him so much but he does not feel the same so why bother..
So anyways yesterday at work I am trying to hold it together and I go outside at like 9am to have a cigg..And this pretty monarch butterfly starts flying around me, I didn't think anything of it, but then around 230pm I go outside for another one and another or the same butterfly starts flying around me again..So I was like Hmmm thats weird. So then this morning I am outside having a cigg and another (can't be the same one I live miles away from where I work) Starts flying around me again and lands on my hand and just sits there and flapps its wings.. It's just weid..a sign? A coincidence? I'm just losing my mind? I don't know...
So anyways yesterday at work I am trying to hold it together and I go outside at like 9am to have a cigg..And this pretty monarch butterfly starts flying around me, I didn't think anything of it, but then around 230pm I go outside for another one and another or the same butterfly starts flying around me again..So I was like Hmmm thats weird. So then this morning I am outside having a cigg and another (can't be the same one I live miles away from where I work) Starts flying around me again and lands on my hand and just sits there and flapps its wings.. It's just weid..a sign? A coincidence? I'm just losing my mind? I don't know...
seriously though....I do believe in signs, for me butterflies mean freedom and various interpretations of it. thats why I have them tattood on me.
the small one on my ear was for a small loss I had 2 months proir to getting the tattoo, since the "loss" was small I wanted the butterfly to be small, I know that "it" is free...and fluttered away from me like a beautiful butterfly, the one on my back is when I realized that my marraige wasn't working, I've got the non solid tribal to signify the lack of solidarity, and the butterfly emerging from the middle is my freedom from the situation. there's more (meanings) them but thats the gist of it.
the deer you saw in the road that night was also a sign. usually when its an animal you have to look into their eyes to see "who" they represent.