sweetassugar

Well..I did it, I took his decision away from him and made one myself. I have decided to not wait for his answer and move on. I feel like shit, but I also feel as tho a weight has been lifted off of me. After all the shit that he did to me he does not deserve the right to make a decision. I should be the one that makes it. And I did. To move on without him. Part of me feels empty and the other half not so bad..This happened at 3am, I have had no sleep, I have cried all night, and now its 7am and I am ready to leave for work..

My eyes are all swollen and red. And if someone looks at me the wrong way right now I will prolly cry..lol
He 's going to let me walk away, I don't think this is the type of person I want in my life. I want someone that thinks I'm worth it, that i'm important, and he obviously doesn't.

I just hope I make it through today....

And yes a hug would be nice right now..