swashbucklaarrr

what the hell is wrong with my ass, i havnt slept in so long and i feel like a friken zombie, my brain wont function i dont feel like im concious(sp?), like a whole day will go by an i wont feel like ive lived through it. like a 24hour dream. havnt felt "normal"in like a month and i have soooo much shit to do. ive lost my normaly excessive appetite too. i need to "wake up" in a sense but dont have a fucking clue how. i just cant sleep, ive taken nyquil, all the household remedies, got a prescrition for ambien, pot(which used to help)...the only thing that will get me more than like 2 hrs a night is getting so drunk that i pass out, aand as much as i like my hooch, i cant do that every night....FAWK i need sleep , its not like im not tired, im tired all day, but i just wont fall asleep.