swanlee

Hi
Been on call at work this week which means I'm working tonight.

Love life is still so so, had a girl come over last night, sweet girl we talked for about an hour and a half and she had to leave cause she was driving a girl friend to the airport in the morning. Said she liked me and we would be talking a lot more but I've heard that line before just to have the girl disapear on me. She's cool easy to talk to not vein and probably the hottest girl I've ever been around and I have had some pretty good looking girlfriends. Think Salma Hyak crossed with Angelina Joelie only shorter and with a better body than both of them if you can believe that.

But my complete lack of trust of women tells me she was just being nice and will probably disapear. I hope not but it's become routine nowadays. When I meet a girl a couple of things happen most of the time we have sex the first time we meet and then they flake a week or so later or show me they are psycho and I run or I end up talking to them having a good time and think everything went well only to find out the girl ditches me and I never hear from her again.

Been on about 15 dates this year and they all fall into those two scenarios. Getting tired of it really,

I still seem to have an issue with being a slightly boring guy, I admit it and can't really help it to much, I have a great sense of humor and a unique personality but my life is so stable I really don't have much to talk to women about. Sometimes I just seriously draw a blank trying to talk to a girl after we've already talked a bit.

Oh well I'm going to see Manowar on Wed. at the Masquerade it should be a fucking wild show