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Sunday Jul 25, 2004

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mmmmph.

Artemis called yesterday. She couldn't go to the concert at all. Furthmore, the folks from work who were going to go, and spurred me to go, all canceled as well. Feeling lazy I decided to laze about instead of going to the concert.

mmmmph would be the resigned sigh of frustration I elicited from her last night. mmph would be the resigned sigh of frustration that I cannot help but mirror.

Is she avoiding me? She says no. Is there anything other than my own wretchedly caustic self doubt that fuels the counter-argument? Perhaps not. Yet my mind is still ill at ease.

I would dearly love to wallow in self pity. But if my life were running more smoothly, would I really enjoy it? Part of me thrives on conflict, strife, disorder, chaos, and difficulty. Perhaps the best part, and were life to go easier for me, it would atrophy.

Or perhaps no matter what happens, it will act with enlightened self interest.
niobe:
Awesome. Thank you very much for the pic. I put them up in the order I recieve them and I change the pic once a week, on Sunday's. Your pic will be going up at the end of August. Thanks again. smile
Jul 31, 2004

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