Well, everything seems to have settled down. I got my dose of nightlife. I got out of the superbowl party alive. My son has disappeared again, so I have no babysitter and won't be running around. The other kid I took in a few months ago has also disappeared. It is very quiet here, except for my 6 year old playing a videogame, sounds like Spiderman 2. Wow, what a surprise! We are trying to get him into Animal Crossing but he doesn't read well enough and can't quite get it.
The weirdest things are what finally just push me over the edge. And thank goodness, because I am done crying. Somehow, when I was nice and took my addict the boxes to move, I left my makeup bag at his house. Well, he packed it in his van ... and then took it hostage for days on end. I kept calling and asking really nice ... and I'd hear some promise about a couple hours. Well, Sunday I got really pissed off. I left a calm but unfriendly voicemail and just gave up. I have been walking around for a week without makeup, but I look okay without makeup for an old broad. I was exhausted from the drama and the 420 and I went to bed at 9. I woke up at 2:30 and decided to call about my makeup again because surely he would be out and about at that time of the morning. The freaks come out at night! And he tells me that he left my makeup bag in my friend's flowerbed ... and it was awfully damp in LA last night. I live one mile from there. Today I listened to the message he left last night telling me he had done this ... he sounded like this was the most normal behavior on earth and that absolutely nothing was wrong with any of what just happened. And he says, call me. What a fuckin' dumbass! I don't even know this dude! I used to like him, but this is a different guy, a shell of what used to be. I curse you, crystal meth ... you are no one's friend! I release him with love to wreck his fuckin' life but I am done. I just don't care any more. I'm over it. Wow, I could've had a V8! :::Smacks herself in the head:::
And for all of you who have talked to me, met me, entertained me in one way or another ... you are so fuckin' cool! You rock!
Guess I'm gonna go play Canasta. Ha!
Love to you,
~Suzy
The weirdest things are what finally just push me over the edge. And thank goodness, because I am done crying. Somehow, when I was nice and took my addict the boxes to move, I left my makeup bag at his house. Well, he packed it in his van ... and then took it hostage for days on end. I kept calling and asking really nice ... and I'd hear some promise about a couple hours. Well, Sunday I got really pissed off. I left a calm but unfriendly voicemail and just gave up. I have been walking around for a week without makeup, but I look okay without makeup for an old broad. I was exhausted from the drama and the 420 and I went to bed at 9. I woke up at 2:30 and decided to call about my makeup again because surely he would be out and about at that time of the morning. The freaks come out at night! And he tells me that he left my makeup bag in my friend's flowerbed ... and it was awfully damp in LA last night. I live one mile from there. Today I listened to the message he left last night telling me he had done this ... he sounded like this was the most normal behavior on earth and that absolutely nothing was wrong with any of what just happened. And he says, call me. What a fuckin' dumbass! I don't even know this dude! I used to like him, but this is a different guy, a shell of what used to be. I curse you, crystal meth ... you are no one's friend! I release him with love to wreck his fuckin' life but I am done. I just don't care any more. I'm over it. Wow, I could've had a V8! :::Smacks herself in the head:::
And for all of you who have talked to me, met me, entertained me in one way or another ... you are so fuckin' cool! You rock!
Guess I'm gonna go play Canasta. Ha!
Love to you,
~Suzy
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sounds like you have had some fun recently...
you do rpg? which do you like?
P.s. Here's a new bag for you
Red and black matte vinyl makeup/cosmetic bag with zip closure. Roomy bag measures 8 1/2" w , 5" h, 2 1/4" d. Has black satiny lining.
[Edited on Feb 08, 2005 6:11PM]