suzy_kabloozy

THE SADDEST DAY OF MY LIFE IS TODAY

Today I came home from work and my boyfriend was gone. All his stuff was gone. The clothes that I wore (of his) were gone. The clothes that I bought him were still here. He left his cell phone and he lives in a truck, so there is just no way to contact him. We were supposed to leave on vacation in 5 days and we talked all weekend about how fun it would be. I paid for stuff for him already. He kissed me goodbye and said he would see me on Friday.

If you were reading my journal a year ago, you know that I met him on this site. We had the cutest online romance. I know you all wished us well. I thought I finally had a keeper.

I can't believe he is gone...

Mike, if you are reading this ... all I can say is that I'm very sorry that I hurt you so much that you felt you needed to leave in this way. I wouldn't have posted this publicly, but you left me no way to reach you. Please call me. You owe me that much.

And for whatever it's worth ... I still love you with all my heart.