Monday May 22, 2006

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THE SADDEST DAY OF MY LIFE IS TODAY

Today I came home from work and my boyfriend was gone. All his stuff was gone. The clothes that I wore (of his) were gone. The clothes that I bought him were still here. He left his cell phone and he lives in a truck, so there is just no way to contact him. We were supposed to leave on vacation in 5 days and we talked all weekend about how fun it would be. I paid for stuff for him already. He kissed me goodbye and said he would see me on Friday.

If you were reading my journal a year ago, you know that I met him on this site. We had the cutest online romance. I know you all wished us well. I thought I finally had a keeper.

I can't believe he is gone...

Mike, if you are reading this ... all I can say is that I'm very sorry that I hurt you so much that you felt you needed to leave in this way. I wouldn't have posted this publicly, but you left me no way to reach you. Please call me. You owe me that much.

And for whatever it's worth ... I still love you with all my heart.
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rhanarose:
I'm sorry Suzy - I don't know what to say -!!?? I've been thinking about you alot - wondering how you manage to get thru the day? What you say to your kids, especiallly the little guy......... frown
I do hope that he gets in touch with you to explain his position/reason for leaving......It's a shitty way to leave - puke
You can e-mail me if you'd like to talk.........rhanarose@yahoo.com
astraltraveller:
frown I'm so sorry to hear. You sounded so happy with him. I went through some shit earlier this year and I hope it works out for you. I know that's not very helpful but what is...You deserve to be happy. kiss kiss

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