suziq

only five days until i move. oh the excitement. i can't wait to sleep in a bed again, my neck is pretty screwed.
i'm also looking forward to the cats.

was planning on having a moving in drink get together but half of them decided to leave town even though i have been talking about it for three months. how am i supposed to react to that? i'm actually feeling a bit insulted.
bank holiday weekend soon as well and i'm gonna want to go out but i shouldn't 'cause i'm skint. i'm also going home soon, looking forward to seeing friends and family and getting my hair cut proffessionally for the first time in ten years. summer is here, the sun is being beautiful and warm and i haven't fucked it up in quite some time now. i'm still looking for a manfriend, not in a sexual way, but someone that'll go out with me, watch football with me and play computer games with me. he has to be spontaneous but responsible, so someone that goes out a lot and knows all the cool things that are happening but will still be intimidating enough to other men so that they'll leave me alone unless i don't want them to. and he has to laugh at my jokes and listen to me ranting about the unfairness of it all and he can't treat me like a girl.
i miss getting up to mischief and adventures when i go out, nowadays i just get drunk and dance for a bit, look like a twat and go home. i wake up the next morning and i never have any sillyness to laugh at 'cause no one ever does anything silly anymore.
i'm stuck in a sexless rut, mainly 'cause i cannot be bothered to talk shit only to get laid and whenever i'm frank and honest about it it seems to scare men away. i honestly don't get the point of talking if they're not gonna listen anyway. fucking men. correction, fucking british men.