suziq

i give up and i feel fucking stupid and i'm so tired i can't stop shaking but if i stop moving i think i might fall apart.

does anyone know what happens if you move out before your lease is up? is it just the deposit you loose or will they charge you for the rent still?

cut my fringe last night, i look like a twat and saw a man i fancied for a bit. i'm hungover again and i might go see quantic tonight. i don't want the weekend to end and i woke up this morning thinking i was at work and had to swap the backorders. i then realised i woke up next to my smelly ex whom i fucked last night and wished i was at work. no matter what i do i can't make myself cry and it's tiring. i should go see a doctor but instead i'm gonna cash my check and walk around town feeling lonely like i always do.

i played laserquest the other day and ended up with a blister on my finger which i think is getting infected. it's warm and swollen and hurts.

i wish i was somewhere really far away. somewhere hot and sunny.
like here:



or here:



or maybe even here?



is anyone going to see victims play next monday?