suzieq20

I am the most bored person on earth, shit better change when i get outta college cuz this is rediculous. I hate it when i have nothing to look foreward to, the only good thing thats going to happen isn't for months when my friend moves in with me. Well, also my birthday is coming up really soon but whatever i know i'm not getting shit from anyone. Why does everyone think that once your "older" you don't want gifts anymore or something? thats bogus as hell buy me some fucking gifts! who doesn't always want presents?
Why the fuck do all the girls in my classes have to be soooooo fucking snobby? My major is fashion design so obviously there is mostly girls in my classes and they are unbelievable bitches. Its like everyone thinks that just because they're fashion design majors they need to dress like so fucking trendy and designer and shit its so stupid. We're all giving every penny we probably have to this damn school ( which is private so its quite expensive) plus a place to live and so on we all know no one here has the means to shop at fuckin nieman marcus everyday. I mean a few designer things or whatever yeah who doesn't own some but they're just like little clones and i always look fucking crazy and i'm sick of them staring at me if i wasn't in class i would punch every one of those girls in the mouth. And i'm REALLY starting to think that i don't want a boyfriend anymore but i can't possibly break up with him i wouldn't know how and i wouldn't want him to hate me, i'd still want him in my life and i know hes too immature for that. I'm just sick of never fucking goin anywhere and guys never notice me anymore , before i had a boyfriend a lot of guys liked me *true story* but not anymore..........my life has officially gone to shit