suxcitystalker

It's snowing!! I should be sick of this crap, but today it looks so beautiful coming down. Everything is white and the sky is white. It just all looks so stunning. It's making me want to go run and play.-- Today makes me want to kiss. Those playfull laughing kind of kisses.

I took my second test- Nutrition sucks! But I feel pretty good about it. So now I am in a relaxed mood. I want to kick back and have some fun.

I am learning to knit. I have a half scarve already. It is much easier then I had imagined. Plus it numbs my thoughts and that is a good thing for my anxiety ridden ass. I always have the worry thoughts. Did I do this? Did I do that? Why did I do this? Did I leave the stove on? Blah crazy blah blah. So it calms me. I need more of that.

This year is going to be better than last! I am going to get laid more, get more tatts, and be nicer to myself! Yeah goals. Anyway that's it for now.

I'm out!--- later tater!