I really want to get my new tattoo started, but there is no way I can afford it, with all the travel I have to do to get to these weddings. Oh well... I have to wait again....
The real reason for this post is related to thought. I normally do not ramble about my brain and the crazy things it comes up with, but...
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The real reason for this post is related to thought. I normally do not ramble about my brain and the crazy things it comes up with, but...
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I love creating surprises for people!
A friend and a co-worker of mine had a b-day today. So we set things up so that she had to come in to work and while at pre-shift meeting we surprised her with an ice-cream pie, gifts, a change of clothes, and the fact that she indeed did not have to work on her birthday! We talked another...
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A friend and a co-worker of mine had a b-day today. So we set things up so that she had to come in to work and while at pre-shift meeting we surprised her with an ice-cream pie, gifts, a change of clothes, and the fact that she indeed did not have to work on her birthday! We talked another...
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wsoxfan:
What a nice story. You're a good friend. Pleasant memories is like money in the bank. You can look back on it and smile as many times as you want.
Is contemplating adopting a kitten...
Also remembering 9-11:
I was in Oceanography class, another teacher came running in telling my teacher to turn on the TV. We then went on lock down at school, so we sat in the classroom until the school let us go home. They locked down because our school was close to a Naval Base, they thought might be next victim....
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Also remembering 9-11:
I was in Oceanography class, another teacher came running in telling my teacher to turn on the TV. We then went on lock down at school, so we sat in the classroom until the school let us go home. They locked down because our school was close to a Naval Base, they thought might be next victim....
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wsoxfan:
Of course if someone's an ass, taking that person off is a no-brainer. I'm pretty anal, so I tend to obssess on things that most people don't feel are that important.
When it comes to your activity on this site, I'm very happy that you and I communicate as often as we do. I'm honored that you think enough of me to be so mindful of my doings here.
When it comes to your activity on this site, I'm very happy that you and I communicate as often as we do. I'm honored that you think enough of me to be so mindful of my doings here.
wsoxfan:
I've been thinking of you. I'm very enthusiastic about my getting back into the BDSM lifestyle. This time in ways that I haven't had a chance to explore in the past. I'm getting help from an experienced Mistress with making sure that i'm totally focused on the things thata are important when it comes to submission and what it means to be a slave. I use that word instead of sub or bottom because I make a serious distinction in what they mean. The word I use to describe myself has a connotation to me of being totally dedicated to the lifestyle, which I know I am.
The next serious relationship I get into will be with someone who feels as strongly about BDSM as I do. I'm not willing to compromise anymore at this stage of my life. I understand how important the lifestyle is to me.
Anything new in your life?
The next serious relationship I get into will be with someone who feels as strongly about BDSM as I do. I'm not willing to compromise anymore at this stage of my life. I understand how important the lifestyle is to me.
Anything new in your life?
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pavlovsdog:
I'm sorry.
pavlovsdog:
The gingerbread contest, that's always fun. Let me know.
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wsoxfan:
Thanks for the input. My daughter lives in Mooresville, pretty much in the suburbs. It's an area I wouldn't be happy loving in. Urban Charlotte would be suitable. Unfortunately, $1000 a month is too high for me. I could probably get something for that amount here. I appreciate your suggestions, though. I'd love to hear from you about any other thoughts you might have about this subject.
On another subject, I'm promising myself that I'll do my best to finally meet you the very next time i'm visiting my daughter. That may not be until around December. Another friend of mine recently moved to Asheville, which I understand is pretty far away from Charlotte. None of thet matters to me. I'm going to make it my business to see her too. It's been so long since i've been able to do the rhings I really want to do. That's going to stop in the near future.
On another subject, I'm promising myself that I'll do my best to finally meet you the very next time i'm visiting my daughter. That may not be until around December. Another friend of mine recently moved to Asheville, which I understand is pretty far away from Charlotte. None of thet matters to me. I'm going to make it my business to see her too. It's been so long since i've been able to do the rhings I really want to do. That's going to stop in the near future.
wsoxfan:
That's good to know. I was under the impression that they were further apart than that.
Everything is so up in the air for me. I'm struggling to have the best quality of life that I can. Over the past year, most of my problems can be traced to money, or should I say, the lack of it. I know I have lots of life left in me. The trick is to figure out how best to live it.
Everything is so up in the air for me. I'm struggling to have the best quality of life that I can. Over the past year, most of my problems can be traced to money, or should I say, the lack of it. I know I have lots of life left in me. The trick is to figure out how best to live it.
wsoxfan:
They're beautiful. I'd like to see you wearing them. Moms are the best.
I never felt as close to as much pain as I did the last few days. My double hernia surgery last year was a walk in the park compared to this. Nothing could have soothed my mouth pain. Not even attention from my Goddess. This was the absolute worst.
I never felt as close to as much pain as I did the last few days. My double hernia surgery last year was a walk in the park compared to this. Nothing could have soothed my mouth pain. Not even attention from my Goddess. This was the absolute worst.
went back to work today, it was not too busy... but I left early and exhausted
wsoxfan:
It's commendable that you tried to make a go of it. I hope you were able to get enough rest.
surgery went well... hydrocodone makes my head feel like it is swelling and decompressing constantly... whee drugs...
wsoxfan:
I'm so glad that all went well. How did you feel after the drugs wore off? That was my concern after I had my double hernia surgery last year. As it turned out, I had good reason to be concerned. OUCH!
I was discussing with someone my experience at the annual "Smack" fetish ball my Goddess and I attended last year., as well as the intense BDSM sessions that we routinely enjoyed together.
It dawned on me that doing something like that again, or even getting together with someone for a little light BDSM would be difficut to do at this time. I'm so out of condition, both physically and mentally that I'd embarass both myself and whoever i was serving.
What a difference a year makes.
I was discussing with someone my experience at the annual "Smack" fetish ball my Goddess and I attended last year., as well as the intense BDSM sessions that we routinely enjoyed together.
It dawned on me that doing something like that again, or even getting together with someone for a little light BDSM would be difficut to do at this time. I'm so out of condition, both physically and mentally that I'd embarass both myself and whoever i was serving.
What a difference a year makes.
wsoxfan:
Thank you so much for the birthday wishes. Best of luck once asgain with your surgery. Let me know what happened when you feel up to it.
I love the pic. Tan lines are sexy.
I may get a gift equal to it, but I doubt i'll get one better than the pic you left me along with your good wishes. You are one of the most sensuous women i've ever met. The "special" feelings we have in common make you even more incredible as far as i'm concerned. I think that because people like us are still misunderstood and demonized by ignorant people, there's an even closer bond between us.
I love the pic. Tan lines are sexy.
I may get a gift equal to it, but I doubt i'll get one better than the pic you left me along with your good wishes. You are one of the most sensuous women i've ever met. The "special" feelings we have in common make you even more incredible as far as i'm concerned. I think that because people like us are still misunderstood and demonized by ignorant people, there's an even closer bond between us.
negativecrow:
I remember seeing that picture when I first tagged you for friendship on the site on joining up. Words can't go towards describing how amazing that picture is.
Good luck with the wisdom teeth surgery. I remember when i got mine out, i got Tylox (Tylonol with Codeine) and spent three days staring in rapt interest at my wall...and drinking strawberry milkshakes.
Good luck with the wisdom teeth surgery. I remember when i got mine out, i got Tylox (Tylonol with Codeine) and spent three days staring in rapt interest at my wall...and drinking strawberry milkshakes.
no word on the job yet.... right now I am getting nervous, I have surgery in about a week....
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wsoxfan:
I decided to write something regarding my dedication to BDSM in my current blog. I figure that anyone who has a problem with me because of my desires isn't really a friend anyway.
Have you had your surgery yet? If you have, I hope it went well. If you haven't, I wish you the best.
Have you had your surgery yet? If you have, I hope it went well. If you haven't, I wish you the best.
wsoxfan:
I DO wish you luck on Friday.
I'm sorry about the way your family has treated you. It's horrible that there's still relatively little acceptance and understanding about something that's so natural to us. When I was discovering my BDSM feelings, there was no one I would dare reveal those feelings to. I'm talking about the early 1960s. I probably thought that I was the only one in the world who felt like I did.
I admire that you were true to yourself when you revealed your feelings to your family. I'd like to think that even if I didn't understand or wasn't comfortable if my daughters had come to me with something like this, that i'd still be there for them.
Being judged based on one thing about yourself is very unfair. I hope your family can look past this and realize what a wonderful person you are.
I'm sorry about the way your family has treated you. It's horrible that there's still relatively little acceptance and understanding about something that's so natural to us. When I was discovering my BDSM feelings, there was no one I would dare reveal those feelings to. I'm talking about the early 1960s. I probably thought that I was the only one in the world who felt like I did.
I admire that you were true to yourself when you revealed your feelings to your family. I'd like to think that even if I didn't understand or wasn't comfortable if my daughters had come to me with something like this, that i'd still be there for them.
Being judged based on one thing about yourself is very unfair. I hope your family can look past this and realize what a wonderful person you are.
My candor about my devotion to BDSM really started when my relationship with my Goddess seemed to take hold. I was so euphoric to be with someone like Her, especially at my age, that I wanted to shout it out to the world. That wasn't the most prudent thing to do, but I didn't care.
Stay true to yourself. Its advice I try to follow every day.
I have a mentor and guide toward realizing my destiny. She's someone who used to be on SG until a little over a week ago. We were friends for abut a year and a half. Now besides the other things I mentioned she's also my Protector.