susannahjoy

i'm happy. how are you?

*sigh* no sex for me last night. colin had to get up all early for work this morning so he wanted to go home early, even though it was my last night at my brother's house and therefore the last night with a big bed. oh well! tonight he's going on with katie, but i'm ok with that cuz i'm busy with work anyway. i...
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woohoo!

i am getting a new job. i applied at olive garden to be a hostess, and instead they're going to hire me as a server. awesome! i will be making so much more money doing that! and i can date him finally! really date him this time, not just be "just friends" who spend the night together a lot. heehee it's awesome. i'm so...
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i think i'm sick. ugh. i have no apetite, i'm sleepy, i feel sick. grrs. i'm housesitting for my sister in law and brother cuz they're off on an anniversery trip. i did have my kitten withme there, but she was causing too much trouble with the other cats and all three were getting way too stressed, so i brought her back to my apartment...
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*yawn*

this is the first time i've turned my computer on since friday. that's really weird for me. whatever. i've been busy. good busy! heehee. spending lots of time with him, which is mostly good. except when i got drunk and then got all jealous and then had to leave the party early so then she thought that he wasnt coming back (he was, and...
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everything is entirely too confusing.

and i have way too many hormones in me which is really not helping.

but at leat i wont have a baby anytime soon. thank god. i mean, i love aiden and all, but i like him much better as my nephew, i dont want my own.

and neither does he.

not yet anyway.

apparently he was very suprised when...
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oh my god i am so fucking stupid sometimes.

no babies for me!

i got a depo shot today. yippie.

i had to rescue my kitten AGAIN!! she is a fucking moron and keeps getting stuck behind the fridge. next time she does i'm just gonna let her stay back there for awhile.

um... yes.

i can go have lots of sex and not have to worry about getting pregnant. of course, i still...
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this entry is going to be more of the same from last entry.

i called to make an appointment with an obgyn so i can start birth control again. last night we were talking online and he said "i walked past the condom aisle in target and thought of you" lol. i couldnt stop laughing. he said that it was a bad thing though. i...
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there was this moment where he was kissing my arm...

from the tv "sleeping with our bosses was a great idea"

good timing

well, you know, except that when they say "sleeping with" they mean "fucking" and when i say "sleeping with" i mean spending the night in his bed being an insomniac.

i love the way he makes me feel when i'm around him...
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