susannahjoy

today is one of those days where i woke up and instantly felt ugly. i hate those days! ugh.

yesterday was a lot of fun though. we hung out by the pool (i didnt feel like going swimming so i refused to go in, so then he didnt go in and tried to make me feel guilty about it, but i wasn't going to), then went to cpk for some food, then watched crash at his apartment, which was very good. still not quite sure about what's going on there though. today i'm planning on turning in some applications to try and find a better job. so maybe once i have a different job it'll be better? i dunno. way too confusing.

anyway, i'm gonna go walk down to copelands and buy some better shoes cuz the ones i have keep giving me really bad blisters and i dont think that walking should make you bleed. that just seems wrong.