i just spent the last hour or so walking around my neighborhood. it is so fucking nice out i just couldnt help it. i was pleased to see that lots of other people were out enjoying the weather too. it makes me sad when people would rather sit inside air conditioned apartments than go to the park. now i have a blister on my foot, but that's ok. i only had one person honk at me too, and nobody called out anything rude. 
that's really impressive. usually people are rude assholes. hm, i should've walked down to petsmart and bought some fishies. i suppose i still could... but it's getting dark, and that means that i'll definetly have random guys on the street hitting on me. grrs.
i called andrew (i know, i know, i shouldn't have done that, but i did) but he didnt answer. i didnt leave a message cuz i'm still kinda pissed at him. last time i saw him was for his birthday and i was all sad cuz i forgot to bring his card and he was just like "oh dont worry about, i dont like birthday cards anyway," which was mean enough, but that wasn't even the worst. later that night as i was leaivng he said "well i'd say i'll call you, but we both know i probably wont" so then i was like "ok, well then i'll call you, but dont be offended if it takes a few days cuz i'll be busy" to which he responded "oh that's ok, i wouldnt notice if you never called me, so i really dont care how long it takes you." wtf? he doesnt care if we ever talk? that's not very nice. shouldn't friends want to talk to each other? grrs to that too!
today i did a very hard thing. i havent' exactly been too "good" lately so i decided to actually do something about it and called to make an appointment with my therapist. they were closed, so i didnt actually make it though. maybe i'll work up the courage again tomorrow. *sigh* it's hard being so crazy!!!!
i bought the new gorillaz album today. it's the first cd i've bought in about a year.
and i dont download stuff cuz my computer's too full and all my spyware blockers wont let me run any file sharing programs anyway.
my head hurts. it always does after i go for walks. blech. it'll go away in a few mins though.
lauren is seriously hot and london has the sexiest ribs i've ever seen. i definetly have a thing for skinny girls. and boys too for that matter.
that's really impressive. usually people are rude assholes. hm, i should've walked down to petsmart and bought some fishies. i suppose i still could... but it's getting dark, and that means that i'll definetly have random guys on the street hitting on me. grrs.
i called andrew (i know, i know, i shouldn't have done that, but i did) but he didnt answer. i didnt leave a message cuz i'm still kinda pissed at him. last time i saw him was for his birthday and i was all sad cuz i forgot to bring his card and he was just like "oh dont worry about, i dont like birthday cards anyway," which was mean enough, but that wasn't even the worst. later that night as i was leaivng he said "well i'd say i'll call you, but we both know i probably wont" so then i was like "ok, well then i'll call you, but dont be offended if it takes a few days cuz i'll be busy" to which he responded "oh that's ok, i wouldnt notice if you never called me, so i really dont care how long it takes you." wtf? he doesnt care if we ever talk? that's not very nice. shouldn't friends want to talk to each other? grrs to that too!
today i did a very hard thing. i havent' exactly been too "good" lately so i decided to actually do something about it and called to make an appointment with my therapist. they were closed, so i didnt actually make it though. maybe i'll work up the courage again tomorrow. *sigh* it's hard being so crazy!!!!
i bought the new gorillaz album today. it's the first cd i've bought in about a year.
and i dont download stuff cuz my computer's too full and all my spyware blockers wont let me run any file sharing programs anyway.
my head hurts. it always does after i go for walks. blech. it'll go away in a few mins though.
lauren is seriously hot and london has the sexiest ribs i've ever seen. i definetly have a thing for skinny girls. and boys too for that matter.
l7rules:
ya know Andrew seems like a jerk to me 
but thats just me. i think your to cool for him 
but thats just me. i think your to cool for him