i hate being depressed. 
that pretty much sums it up. yup. i just want one night to go out with my peers and feel like i belong. like when i went to the "clinic" in fresno with all the boardshop peoples, that was grand. i felt better for like, a month after that. or even running into shawn and having him remeber me and everything, that made me feel good for at least a couple weeks before i gave up on him actually calling me. meh. i saw nolan a few days ago, but that didnt make me feel any better. it actually made me feel worse. anyway. the point of this little rant was just that i hate being depressed and i just want to feel better dammit!!!!!
that pretty much sums it up. yup. i just want one night to go out with my peers and feel like i belong. like when i went to the "clinic" in fresno with all the boardshop peoples, that was grand. i felt better for like, a month after that. or even running into shawn and having him remeber me and everything, that made me feel good for at least a couple weeks before i gave up on him actually calling me. meh. i saw nolan a few days ago, but that didnt make me feel any better. it actually made me feel worse. anyway. the point of this little rant was just that i hate being depressed and i just want to feel better dammit!!!!!VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
cricket:
that sounds coolI'll look into it
codemonkeym:
Depression is crappy. Beat it with a stick! I hear it's afraid of loud noises. 
Beat it with a stick! I hear it's afraid of loud noises.