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susannahjoy

Tehachapi, woo! I'm in Bakersfield now though. yay.

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So as of yesterday I am officially done with school, yay!!!! I wont know if i passed my certification exam for a few more weeks, but I'm not worried. I'm sure I did, and even if I didnt, it's not the end of the world. I can retake it, and I can actually work without it anyway.

Of course, now the tricky part starts. I've been dating John for awhile now, and he said he wants to gt more serious (like official boyfriend/girlfriend), and I said I wasn't quite ready yet, because of some shit that went down a few months ago, and he said that was ok. But we've gotten to actually hang out a bit (he lives 4 1/2 hours away), and it seemed to go really well, so I told him that I think I'm ready now, and he said great! Now let's wait until we can spend more than one night together. Which is fine, except that he's cancelled the last three weekends that he was supposed to come up. Two for very good reasons, but one just cuz he was pissed at me. Which isn't ok. But we talked about it and, whatever.

Anyway, my point is, I don't know what to do. Do I start looking for a job here in Bakersfield, even though I hate it, because it'll be easier to get a job here? Or, do I look for a job in Monterey where John is, even though I don't know for sure that it's actually going to work with him? I do really like it down there, and if I got a job there, I'd be thrilled, but it'll be way harder to get hired there.

Complicated. And way too much drama.
bl8228:
Congratulations on being done with school!! I would say to look for a job in Bakersfield since you do not know if things will work out.
Mar 8, 2010
jb_pdxs:
I am forced to agree with that, moving in with a dude from another town after a few months of somewhat dating?
Mar 9, 2010

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