susannahjoy

i'm sick. much time spent in the bathroom today. ugh.

yesterday was good though!! the good thing that i was afraid wasnt going to happen happened! see, there was this boy sitting all by himself at a 7 top table in the middle of the room, which was kinda funny. i mentioned it to one of the servers, john, andh e said it was his table and could i take him some tea? so i did. and we flirted. and then i found out that he's john's friend. so then i went back and flirted more. then john told me that the boy (matt) thinks i'm cute. which was cool, but well, i'm a wimp. so i was way too shy to go talk to him again. so then he left. but apparently he's staying at john's apartment, so john talked me into giving him my number so he could pass it on. and then he actually called! yay!! so we talked for a couple hours and then he came over and we hung out for a few more hours. good stuff. so we'll see if this goes anyway, but it's looking promising right now.

but i dont want to get too hopeful. even if it doesnt work out, it was fun.

and i really feel awful. my tummy hurts.

feel sorry for me dammit!