susannahjoy

soooo sick still. grrs. i went to work, even though i felt like shit, working for 5 hours, made $100, which was awesome, came home, crashed for a couple hours, and yeah. ryan wants to go to a movie, and i'd like to go with him, but he cant leave yet and if we dont go soon i wont be able to cuz i'll be too tired. i'm kinda debating whether or not i want to eat anything. i havent eaten all day, but i just so dont feel hungry. whatever. i dont think neil's all that into me, which makes me sad. i haven't talked to him in awhile. last time we actually spoke he said he was going to bed (at 7, he works nights so his sleep schedule is fucked up) and then we talked a bit online the next day and i asked if we could hang out at all this week and he just said maybe and then like 5 mins later signed off without saying goodbye or anything. it makes me sad. i like feeling liked, and i do not like feeling unliked. oh well. i'm sure i'll eventually meet someone else.