susannahjoy

ugh, these drugs make me sick. i dont know if i'll be able to keep takign them. i mean, i like feeling sick cuz then it means that i dont eat and i've lost a couple pounds already, but i dont think that's really the healthiest thing to do, physically or mentally. we'll see.

colin just called. i called him last night and he told me that we wont be able to go anywhere this weekend cuz his grandmother died so he has to go to her funeral, which is too bad. poor guy. i guess he wasn't very close to her, but he is close to his grandfather so he feels really bad for him. to make up for it though he's taking me to see harry potter tonight. i'm kinda surprised cuz when i called yesterday he was with katie and katie always makes plans with him way in advance, so i figured she'd talk him into doing something tonight.

yeah i feel really sick. i think i'm gonna make some tea. that sounds good. oooo... with lots of honey... mmm....

oh my god, so i actually served last night for the first time ever! and i didnt spill anything, i kept their glasses and breadsticks thing full, i was friendly and all that and they tipped me TWO DOLLARS. that's it. on a $35 ticket. whatever. one of the guys that is also training with me made $15. eh, whatever. it'll all work out in the end, it was just kinda disappointing for my first time.

ok! so yeah. i'm gonna make some tea, go to the bank, go to big 5 to pick up the some gift cards from colin and then go and get the tickets for tonight (i'm figuring it'll sell out very quickly and that i should get them now), and then off to work, and then off to the movies. fun times.