i'm lonely and depressed and drunk cuz i was too lonely and depressed. tomorrow i'm hanging out with colin, which is nice i guess, except that for the last coupel of nights he's been with katie, and oh yes, next weekend, they are going SAILING together. what the fuck? that's so not fair. how am i supposed to compete with a girl who has motorcycles, her own house, and a fucking sailboat??????? not to mention that she's 5'9, about 120 lbs, long blonde hair and blue eyes, and loves to go out and have fun and party and is self confident. then there's me. i'm kinda short and kinda fat and have kinda brown hair and kinda green eyes and i'm all shy and self consious and my tv is like 13 inches. (you measure that diagonall,y right?). no wonder he'd rather be with her all night. she's way more fun in bed. i'm too fucking nervous all the time so i never get really into it. and i hate being on top. at least all the alcohol is making me sleepy so i can just go to bed soon. that'd be good.
l7rules:
you are way to hard on yourself. you are a super cool person. thats what matters the sail boat will be boring after awhile if thats really what it is. 
and your not fat at all 
and your not fat at all 
thelibra:
shut it. you're gorgeous.