susannahjoy

*sigh* i dont think hawaii is going to work. iakona's a damn cool guy and all, but i just dont htink we'd work well living together. so, instead, i'm gonna spend that money on another tattoo! i'm still a little disappointed about having to stay hree, but i really think i'ts for the best. sorry jason.

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sprsonic:

new tattoo freakin rocks.

sorry about hawaii. but don't let that bring you down.
you ROCK! remember that.

Jan 5, 2004

klonopin_chugger:

hawaii pfhhh! overated i say, it cost a buttload to live out there any ways. if you wanna state where all the action is try south dakota, dakota is an indian word for super happy fun place.really......yup...it's true.

so what tattoo are you thinking of getting?

Jan 6, 2004

i need another tat. i think i want a dragon, with it's tail at my elbow then wrapping up my arm and breathing fire over my chest. anyone know of any good sites to find cool tats like that?

AIDS. yeah. that'd definetly be good. like, if he got drunk at some party, fucked some random chick, and ended up getting aids from it. then, have the chick come up to him all hysterical to tell him that she's just been diagnosed. in frotnt of his girlfriend and her family. that'd explin why his girlfriend was feeling so sick. then his gf'd die first,...
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rockinricky:

Looks like CA got the short end of the weather stick this week.

Jan 5, 2004

wigglefree:

At least AIDS is good for something.

Couldn't you just give him a really bad voodoo rash somehow?

Ms. Cleo is who I turn to in my bleakest hour. Her sweet Jamaican voice is like greasy balm for a broken hart.

Jan 5, 2004

i feel like hitting something. or someone. maybe myself? hmm. does anyone know how much ephedra it takes to die?

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susannahjoy:

hmm. i'm taking like 75mg a day.

Jan 4, 2004

painangel:

That's not too odd for a diet suppliment, which is what you are taking i'm guessing. The problem with that stuff is it isn't regulated that well so you could be getting more or less ephedra. Don't quote me I'm not a doctor but it's probably not going to kill you, but then again if you have history of any heart trouble I wouldn't even think about taking that much.

Jan 5, 2004

*sigh* i'm so fucking horny. i need a boyfriend. or a girlfriend. or a dildo, that'd proabbyl work too.

i'm so tired of all this. i just wish it could all be done. i dont want to have to think anymore. i dont want to have to question anymore. i dont want to have to feel anymore.

oracle:

ya me too

Jan 4, 2004

destructive79:

hang in there. it'll be worth it if it's something you really want to do.

-79

Jan 4, 2004

hmm, ok, i think i should explain this better. everyone seems to think that the problem is with my parents, but it's really with me. see, i'm moving to hawaii with a boy i've never met before, and have only talked to online for like a few weeks. to do this i'll have to drop out of school. i only have about $700. i dont...
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itsalivemedia:

I hate to ask but....aside from the adventure and the fun and the craziness of it all.....why exactly are you doing this?

All I know is, if i were your parents or a good friend, I would worry about you too. From the outside, it seems really too illogical. Maybe that's the point but have you really thought this thru? It will be really tough to get out of this situation if it's not ideal. And that has nothing to do with anyone or anything but you. (I mean, I grew up REALLY fast when I was 21 I moved to SF thinking I could live on $1K a month for EVERYTHING....rent, food, gas, insurance, car bills, entertainment....MAN does that go fast. You will need a job immediately and I mean immediately.)

Hang in there and good luck with everything. And be sure to let us know what happens.

Jan 4, 2004

i am such a wimp. i'm moving to hawaii in like, a week! like, next sat!!! aack!! well, not really, i'm going to kansas city first, but i'm leaving cali on sat. and i still haven't told my parents yet. i do live with them right now, so i'm sure they'll want to know. and i'm sure they're gonna be royally pissed off when i...
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jcup:

If your parents are so intimidating or overbearing that you can't tell them important decisions in your life perhaps you leaving the house is the best idea. Eventually you are going to have to stand up and show them who you are, and tell them that they need to support you whether they like it or not. I wish you luck.

Jan 3, 2004

monkeybars77:

thanks!

Jan 3, 2004

trying to find an apartment in hawaii is kinda hard. especially cuz i know nothing about how it works, and i hate making phone calls, and that's like all i need to do. grrs.

klonopin_chugger:

wow hawaii, all the coconuts you can eat!paradise indeed. why should you call them ,the someofabitches should call you, i say.

Jan 3, 2004

arg!! why does life have to be so fucking complicated and confusing all the time? why cant it just be simple for like, 5 minutes?

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painangel:

Life is as simple as you make it.

Jan 3, 2004

gogobongo:

seems like I am asking myself that all the time. It is not even simple when I am alseep.

Jan 3, 2004

fuct up visions in my head i'm a fuct up kid what they said

one_pure_thought:

I realize that I was that stupid when I was 14, and I wouldn't have wanted me around at that show when I was 14. The point i was making about the crowd was that most of them weren't into the music as much as hanging out with friends and saying they were cool cause they saw the concert as a trend. Too many people were with their friends instead of watching the band. I'm sure that would annoy just about anyone.

And if i was watching a girl on stage and she was pretty, i would comment on it but not make a big deal about it and would be more interested in the music itself.

Jan 2, 2004