Thursday Jan 15, 2004

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time to get naked, then get all wet, then get all.. well, asleep. i have to get up fucking early tomorrow. like, in the morning even!! aagh!!!!
sprsonic:
wink that was a good way to start of an entry. very sneaky. love
babybeezer:
time for me to get naked and wet too! wheee.

Thursday Jan 15, 2004

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so today's been ok enough i guess. got up, went to the doctor, got some drugs, came home. that was about it. meh. oh shit! yeah, and change my dentist appt from jan 30 to tomorrow at 9am.. fuck that's gonna be hard. i will make it happen though. oh! csi's on! bye everybody!!!
facetious73:
csi.....vegas right? I kinda dig the miami version.

bok bok bok

Thursday Jan 15, 2004

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oh how i love audio's new set... she's so sexy. *sighs in deep satisfaction*
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su:
gotta love the furry boots
iamtony:
yea audio is ssssseeeexxxxyyyy iamtony drewels....

what going on in cali?

Wednesday Jan 14, 2004

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i'm going to cry!!! aack!! *snif* ok, it was bad enough that i found out that the afi concert i REALLY wanted to go to was sold out (damn procrastinating!!!) but that was before i knew who was opening for them. now i have to deal with the fac that my laziness made me not only miss afi, but also coheed and cambria. i'm so...
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littledeadkid:
humm never really got in to afi and havent heard of the other to- but im soryy u r missing em that dose suck to miss shows u like
skull skull
lackadaisiac:
Have yet to buy tickets here. They are in March though, plenty of time......

Wednesday Jan 14, 2004

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so today i had therapy. therapy sux. it's a lot of hard work!! if you want anything to change anyway. i think today went really well though. i was able to lower some walls so that my therapist could actually start to try and help me. so that was definetly good. and she gave me a starting place. that's always the trick to fixing anything,...
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itsalivemedia:
Hang in there....it's tough. I've been there.
chrisnail_and_i:
That's nice of you to say, I'm kinda partial to them myeslf wink
Good luck with therapy, it can be so tough to lower those walls but even if the therapist is the only one you do it for, it is so worthwhile. To be able to put all your fears and hurt out there in a safe enviroment can be such a great relief.

Wednesday Jan 14, 2004

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ok, i'm not quite sure what i should do. there's these two girls, carina and lesley, who have been a huge part of my life ever since elementary school, particularly carina. my mom is her mom basically cuz she doesnt really have one of her own. we used to be best friends. now, we're sorta not. i just moved back here to cali and at...
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oldmanwithers:
call them, get the 25 bucks, hire a hitman for 25 bucks, have him not kill them, but beat them up! oh, and you gotta get it on film, or photos...just to keep you entertained here an there.
moongreaser:
maybe they see it as this.... They are avoiding you cuz they don't want to give you back your 25 bucks.
so what you need to do is look at it like this.... if those two who are supposed to be your friends are treating you like this, the you got off cheap. 25 bucks that's all it cost you to get them out of your life forever. they'll never bother you again and they'll never ask you for money again.
so don't sweat it. you got off cheap.

Wednesday Jan 14, 2004

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i think the makers of ramen noodles should get a nobel prize. after all, if they didnt keep making their noodles then thousands of college kids would starve to death. they're saving lives, one pack of cheap 'food' at a time!
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hammersmith:
Hmm...my ex loved Ramen, she lived off them. She had me try them once, and they were pretty good.

I've gone vegetarian since then, though. Is there a veggie variety of Ramen?
0theamazingrando:
One time I ate ramen and it made me poo.

Tuesday Jan 13, 2004

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you know how sometimes you just reach a point where everything is so unbareably painful and you cant do anything without being reminded of what a total fucked up loser you are?
i hate that.
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carcrashset:
that is "winter-mode" for me...
hammersmith:
I know the feeling, I'm basically in the middle of it right now.

Tuesday Jan 13, 2004

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well, i said i needed to start getting up earlier, and i did! although not by very much... my goal is to wake up sometime in the morning. lol. ugh. for one thing, i'm gonna be taking a ballet class at school that starts at 7. school is an hour away. that means i'll have to get up at like 5:30. i gotta get used...
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barcosbarcos:
i saw this guy on tv who had reduced his caloric intake by like 20%, he was sixty but only looked like 40. they did the same study on rats and they lived like 50% longer with lower cal. that's it. no more eating, all my food to come in liquid form.
painangel:
Long entries aren't bad ... Helps me with my ADD... I am going on a diet too... who new sugar was so bad for you. You don't even want to know what I learned about Oreos.

Monday Jan 12, 2004

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mmm.. nuts are good.... proteiny! and manganesey! that's a fun word to say.. manganese... fatty too, but i dont think abot that. i've been good at not eating sugar though!
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sunnysunny:
thank you. and trust me girl you dont wanna go back, spring term just started, today was the first day....grrrr fun days are over...i hate nuts...pimples....ok ill stop whining blush
iamtony:
hey, glad to hear you're feeling better. i wouldnt of made any suggestions if i knew that it would make you FREAK out.

i hate sugar....well not really, i hate having a big ass though. eeek

Monday Jan 12, 2004

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oh, pain is bad... fucking head. i hate migraines!!! i'm gonna go take some drugs and hopefully be back online in like 20 mins... god bless the inventors of imitrex. marvelous drug.
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ohcrapimdying:
awwww, feel better, i dont hate you anymore,
iamtony:
sorry about the migrane....have you tried going to a chiropractor?

as far as the boots go, i guess you could say that they could come in handy, but lets not get technical.
iamtony
ps sweet tat!

Monday Jan 12, 2004

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it was my new years resolution to get as flexible as i used to be when i was in high school. i haven't been too great at keeping with this, but eh, i'm sure it'll happen eventually. i spent a good 2 1/2 hours stretching today. felt really good. we'll see how sore i am tomorrow. tongue i just wanna be able to lift my feet...
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