susannahjoy

eee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's awesome.

i bought a gecko! it's so cute. it's only a baby. it's like 2 or 3 inches long. it's a panther gecko (madagascar fat tailed gecko). it's red with a cream stripe down it's back and sides. awesome. i'll take a pic and put it up later so you can all comment on the cuteness that is my gecko. and you can...
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blah.

i'm on my break from work. i had to come home cuz i spilled on the back of my shirt somehow so i needed to change. good thing i only live like 3 mins away. during the summer i plan on just walking there, but it's cold and raining, so yeah, i drove.

i'd be heading back now but i dont have my car...
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i take too many pills. celexa every morning, deconamine twice a day, calcium three times a day, multi vitamin in the morning, and vit c sometime during the day. and then sometimes when i cant sleep i have sleeping pills too. it's a good thing i'm on depo so i dont have to take a bc pill everyday too.

i got drunk again last night....
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rawr.

i'm watching cartoons. i just ate some ice cream. i like ice cream. my turtle is awake. i think he wants some food. i had to work today. it was alright. everyone tipped well, so that was nice. i thought i was broke, but i'm actually not. yay! i think i'll celebrate by getting drunk again. this time no big 5 though. and hopefully...
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so yeah. last night i got very drunk with neil. it was fun. we went to copelands and some guy was laughing at me. that's ok though, cuz, well, i'm sure i looked very silly sitting on the ground giggling. then we went to big 5 for some reason? i'm not really sure, it was his idea. and i talked to amber for about 10...
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ugh. so sick. hate being sick. love the fact that i've lost 8 lbs in the past two weeks without trying though.

so i met the new boy who asked me out about 2 hours after i broke up with colin. (we had talked on the phone, he's a friend of a friend) he seems nice. he kissed me on the cheek when he left. i think i could really like him if i wasn't still so into colin. poor huy. meh.

and i have no voice....
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ok so yeah. i broke up with colin. it sucked a lot. i cried. i just hope that it's for the best.

and i'm sick. *cough cough*

and i'm losing weight! yay! i'm finally under 130 for the first time in forever. of course, now i dont have a cute boy to show it off to. whatever.

ok so really this time. i'm going to talk to colin and tell him that i just can't handle this whole dating thing cuz it brings out the absoulte worst in me, so he can either be my boyfriend or that's it. i cant keep dating him like this. and i cant just be friends after all that we've either. which really sucks cuz he's...
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tonight rocked. i think maybe i can stick with this whole waitress thing. yay!

mmm... yummy. i made some soup! like, actually made it! well, ok i used veggie broth, but other than that! i cut up all my veggies and everything. it's still cooking now though. and oh man, it is some spicy soup. lol. i like peppers! especially little orange ones.

so yeah. that's really about it. i'm going to camarillo for thanksgiving, which is awesome cuz...
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yeah so work last night really really really really sucked. i'm not sure if i'm meant to be a server. ugh. at least then colin took me to see hp, which was fun, except that i started feeling sick so by the end of it it was painful to watch cuz my head hurt too much and then of course colin was all disappointed cuz...
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