i applied for a job at jack in the box. i'm so depressed. this is desperation at its deepest.
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*cough cough* i have too much crap in my throat. it makes me cough. blech to all that. i'm bored.
i love you all!!! you're all wonderful and amazing people and it's very cool that you're alive and on here and all that. 
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hyparxis:
Thanks...that's exactly what I needed to hear.
oldmanwithers:
Of course, i rule....everyone needs OldManWithers. And tell me...how many journals do you keep!? You post so many day, and you have more?! insane in the membrane.
hey! for all those weird enough to actually want to read my journal, just go to my webpage. i dont feel like writing it twice. http://bhs128.com/aspen
hmm, that's kinda interesting. my hair is falling out in big clumps. meh. it's not like i really need hair.
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sydfloyd:
Man that doesn't sound good. Especially with it being winter and all. Keep warm.
painangel:
Thanks... everything should be all better soon.
my head hurts. fucking head.
lonely. blech. jason called me tonight though, that was cool. i hadnt talked to him in well over a month, so that was very nice. i'm planning on going to church with him and then hooking up with 'the girls' after that. not sure what to call them. i dont really consider them as friends, but i dunno. they're confusing. i havent talked to them...
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boyamihardcore:
I can't!!! I had another change of plans... (see new journal post)...
cartoons good
hyparxis:
Yes.
ah, nothing like pulling over the side of a busy freeway to throw up in the pouring rain before having to call your parents to come get you cuz you are suddenly too sick to drive. maybe i shouldn't have eaten the raw cookie dough... i'm gonna go lay down some more. it's beena couple hours sinc ei last threw up though! yay!!
fallen_star:
Dang Girl I hope you are alright...sounds pretty bad. Well I hope you feel better. 
klonopin_chugger:
mmmmmm......throw u- uh i mean mmmmmm.....cookie dough.
last night i was reading cutting, by steven levekron (anyone with ed's, ocd, or is a cutter should read his books, they're good) and this one part just really stood out to me. he was talking about how self mutilators usually have other personality disorders, along with the mutilation, and how these can range from mild to incurable. that just relaly scared me. what if...
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visthae:
i really don't think that because you saw this in a book that you should take it so personally. i mean, self mutlilation isn't a great thing, but it will pass, you just need something to drive you. it's like trying to quit smoking, for anyone that is addicted, you can't just quit without wanting to quit, you need to want it, you need to be self aware, and you'll see how much easier it can be.
god i sound like a shrink i know.. but, just know that there's always a cure, and there's always an escape..
anyhooo
when i come to cali, i'll for sure look you up.. i'd love to hang with someone who has more interests than just going to pick strawberries at a farm.
god i sound like a shrink i know.. but, just know that there's always a cure, and there's always an escape..
anyhooo
when i come to cali, i'll for sure look you up.. i'd love to hang with someone who has more interests than just going to pick strawberries at a farm.
midknight:
...yeah 
im still trying to figure it all out.
luv your tattoos by the way
im still trying to figure it all out.
luv your tattoos by the way
ugh, my chest hurts again. i hate that
hastwothumbs:
Maybe it's the first sign that you're turning into an infinite number of penguins. 
bye tina!!
scythe:
Ok,I appologize for the comment that those of you in Cali dont know what cold weather is.I have been there,and yes.The wind blowing through the mountains is pretty fuckin frigid.Didnt mean to piss anyone off,just a stupid comment.
Sorry....
Sorry....
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