susannahjoy

hmm, you know, i haven't eaten an actual meal for a few days now. i'm still fat though. ugh, ballet is so horrible. i ahve such awful skin and it's really gross and there are rolls in my tummy whenever i sit down and it's icky!!!! my thighs rub against each other when i'm trying to look all graceful and elgeant and fat is neither...
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i wish there was some way to make everything all better so people like me again.

i wish i could stop coughing. i hate being sick. ugh. but it's been a good day. so yay for that. tomorrow i need to clean, sat i'm going hiking maybe, sunday going to the beach for my grandmother's birthday, coming home monday.... hmm, i'm pretty busy. YAY!!!!!

i am the greatest ever!! heehee. i just aced my first medical terminology test, so i'm pretty stoked about that

edit-oh yeah, and i totally love apnea's new set. she looks so pretty. i'm jealous. heehee

i love my cat, but oh my god she can be annoying!!!!

yay!! my turtle woke up today! i hope he had a good hibernation. he's all hungry now. welcome to the waking world, tabasco!

i really need to stop watching the style channel. too many supermodels. i feel huge. and short. very short. lol

ugh, i'm so sick. fuck this. i need some medicine!!!!

*last update tonight, i swear!!!*
blech, so, i was thinking about russell. i'm still so in love with him. and it sux so much that nothing that i do will matter. he doenst love me anymore. he's moved on. it doesnt matter how many times i apologize. i've messed things up too much. i never deserved him anyway though.

i think i pulled something in my throat from coughing too much... it hurts... and oh my god cat, that smells really really bad!!!

i need a new toy. wanna come over and play? i'm sure you'd make a good toy.

i wish i was like rory. totally hot, smart, successful, going to yale, all that good stuff. *snif* but instead i'm just a little girl from cali. hmm, who kinda needs to shower... eh, i will after scrubs.