yeah so i did a bad thing today. i went and bought some cigarettes and smoked one. first time ever. yup. ryan's gonna be mad at me. oh well. fuck him. he keeps saying that guys are dumbasses if they dont want to date me, and yet, he doesnt want to either. stupid boys. i hate being lonely. grrs. i think i'm gonna go eat...
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yay i have 5 million neopoints! 
i know you're all jealous. sadly though, i'd need another 5 million before i can get the light faerie doll that i so desperatly need for my gallery. 
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holden_caulfield:
Good luck with your fantasy.
Just looking at you, it would seem to me that you should have no difficulty achieving that goal.
Happy Holidays.
Just looking at you, it would seem to me that you should have no difficulty achieving that goal.
Happy Holidays.
holden_caulfield:
Lots of dates is a good sign, though. 
You just have to weed out the non-commital ones.
I've had some luck with dating sites, but it's all hit-or-miss really. . . .
I haven't had a girlfriend in three years now, so I'm getting a little anxious over the holidays.
At least I get some glances at the gym, though--if I only had enough nerve to actually follow up on them.
Good luck.
You just have to weed out the non-commital ones.
I've had some luck with dating sites, but it's all hit-or-miss really. . . .
I haven't had a girlfriend in three years now, so I'm getting a little anxious over the holidays.
At least I get some glances at the gym, though--if I only had enough nerve to actually follow up on them.
Good luck.
yeah so last night was fun. neil came over. i think i was pulling too hard on the handcuffs or something though cuz part of my hand is still numb.
and my cat just knocked over her scratching post. lovely. silly violent kitty.
i bought a bunch of super cute ties today. i'll bring all three to work to make sure they're all "appropriate." they...
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and my cat just knocked over her scratching post. lovely. silly violent kitty.
i bought a bunch of super cute ties today.
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gwenyfver:
Thanks for the info. Just curiouse. I had stopped at one point in my life but it started again. But keep it up
l7rules:
what kind of waffle???
owie! i have all these very painful bumps on my hands. i dont know what they're from. it's kinda weird. they hurt though! grrs!!! i'm dying. yup.
l7rules:
bumps
i hope your hand gets better
bumps
i hope your hand gets better
blah blah blah. yup. that's about it.
nick keeps telling me that he loves me and he wants to move back here so he can be my boyfriend. i'm not so sure i want that and i'm not sure how to proceed. damn boy.
ryan keeps calling me sis. damn boy.
and neil is always working and never has time to see me. damn boy!!!...
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nick keeps telling me that he loves me and he wants to move back here so he can be my boyfriend. i'm not so sure i want that and i'm not sure how to proceed. damn boy.
ryan keeps calling me sis. damn boy.
and neil is always working and never has time to see me. damn boy!!!...
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blah blah blah. yup. that's about it.
nick keeps telling me that he loves me and he wants to move back here so he can be my boyfriend. i'm not so sure i want that and i'm not sure how to proceed. damn boy.
ryan keeps calling me sis. damn boy.
and neil is always working and never has time to see me. damn boy!!!
nick keeps telling me that he loves me and he wants to move back here so he can be my boyfriend. i'm not so sure i want that and i'm not sure how to proceed. damn boy.
ryan keeps calling me sis. damn boy.
and neil is always working and never has time to see me. damn boy!!!
ok so things are looking a little better with me and neil. so that's good.
we had a HUGE party at work today. 42 people. ick. while we had it we couldnt take any other tables, even though it averaged to about 8 people per server. so even though we added an 18% tip, i still only made $65. whatever. the last table i had...
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we had a HUGE party at work today. 42 people. ick. while we had it we couldnt take any other tables, even though it averaged to about 8 people per server. so even though we added an 18% tip, i still only made $65. whatever. the last table i had...
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velvetknuckles:
hang in there and stay relaxed. easier said than done ... I know....
so neil totally blew me off yesterday. i'm mad. i told teresa what happened since she is the one who introduced us and then she got all mad and she said she was going to call him to see what was going on, since he was ignoring my calls. whatever. asshole.
i went to the drug doctor today. he gave me drugs. yup.
i went to the drug doctor today. he gave me drugs. yup.
ok so last night i went and saw narnia with ryan. it was very good. then i came home. and saw that colin has sent me messages on aim. because he's not on my buddy list anymore he didnt get the message that i was away. so then he got all pissy cuz i was ignoring. i think his last message was something like "fine,...
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l7rules:
well theres always incest
soooo sick still. grrs. i went to work, even though i felt like shit, working for 5 hours, made $100, which was awesome, came home, crashed for a couple hours, and yeah. ryan wants to go to a movie, and i'd like to go with him, but he cant leave yet and if we dont go soon i wont be able to cuz i'll be...
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l7rules:
$100 thats great!!!!! 
to bad about Neil your right though youll find somebody better soon
to bad about Neil your right though youll find somebody better soon oh my lord i am so fucking tired of being sick!!!!!! AARRRGGG!!!!! *cough cough cough cough* i ran out of kleenex this morning too. ugh. and i'm back to coughing up colored phlegm. i was gettin gbetter for a little bit, but now i'm back to getting even more sick. my gecko doesnt even jump when i cough anymore, not even when he's kicking it...
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l7rules:
hope you feel better
hope you feel better i have a gecko on my hand. yup. i know you're jealous. check out my pics to see it.
i made $80 at lunch today. awesome.
i made $80 at lunch today. awesome.
l7rules:
you mean you worked the luch shift and mady $80 or what did you do to make $80 
karebeer:
wow, you have some awesome pets!
i essssspecially ♥ your newt!!
(edited to add: the gecko kicks ass too!!!)
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i essssspecially ♥ your newt!!
(edited to add: the gecko kicks ass too!!!)
[Edited on Dec 09, 2005 11:54PM]
boys are freakin retahhhhhhded. let's go be cat ladies.