susannahjoy

good mornign everyone! um, kinda. ok, so good barely after noon everyone!how are you all doing? i'm doing ok. it's nice out. my dog is being obnoxious though. which isn't all that unusual. i really need to stop eating too. it's been a 3 day binge for me. oddly enough i've onyl gained a couple of lbs. hmm. i think i'm gonna go make a...
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life is entirely too complicated. for the first time ever i just recieved a very sincere sounding apology from russell. it's amazing how oblivous people can be. this whole time he thought that everythign that i had said about sex was somehow about him dumping me, which it totally wasnt. but once he realized what it was about and actually listened to what i had...
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so yeah. nick came over. he's a nice enough guy. we watched treasure island and chasing amy. both of which i'd never seen, which is weird. they were good. so i'm pleased with that.

my parents went to boron to the museum up there. "it's supposed to be really good, do you want to come?" um, no. s i'm sitting here bored instead of standing there bored. oh the exciting adventure that is my life

aack!!!! my subscription ends in a week or so and i really dont have the money to renew it. i'm that poor. if i can get a job by then i'll be ok....

i love my warm wool skirt. and i love my soft wool sweater. i love being warm and soft. anyone wanna join me in my warm softness?

fucking people. dont put an ad in the paper that says "apply in person only" if what that realyl means is "apply from home online" and make me drive all the way down there just to be told that it would've been much easier if i just did it at home! fuck off. or give me a job.

i'm officially a real princess now! i've been crowned and everything. fucking dentists.

so i had my interview today! it was fun!! dunno if i got accepted or not, but either way it's ok. and i put a couple of pics of my wigns up, check them out!

interview today!! i'm so excited. not even nervous or pessimistic yet! heehee. although yes, by 5 i'll be terrified. it's that moment of anticipation right before whatever it is that you're antcipating happens... it's scary! of course, once she says "hi i'm missy" then i wont be scared anymore. and btw, THANK YOU DAVE I LOVE MY WINGS SO MUCH THEY ARE THE COOLEST THINGS...
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I HAVE WINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i first met russell online. we become close and when i went on a road trip with my friend we stopped by tn to see him. that was the first time we had sex.
then we went to germany/switzerland together. again, more sex. this time htough my body had some serious issues with it. much pain. i told him this, and he said ok, but...
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