susannahjoy

i am so lonely.

happy bithday to me.

you all suck.

so i'm back in town. yay! now i get to do homework! ugh. i dont wanna! blech.
people annoy me.

yay so i'm gonna be gone this weekend. it's my sister's baby shower. i hope i'l have a few messages on here when i return, but if not... well... i dunno, i'll live.
bye bye sg! i'll miss you! really! and that is so sad. *shakes head at ym sg addiction*

blah.

good morning everyone! how are you lovely peoples today? i'm naked. and my head's wet. nifty.

so today should be boring. i have class. and that's it. i might call nick and see if he can come over. or maybe andrew... that'd be cool. tomorrow i have to go to my sister's baby shower in ventura. it will involve getting up at 6. ugh.

umm......
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my skin hates me. that's the only explanation i can think of. blech. fucking zits. shouldn't i be done with all that by now? grrs!!!

ok. yeah.

so i started my new job today, yay! it was grand. actually not really, but whatever. lol. i spent 5 hours watching videos and filling out workbooks and all that kind of lovely stuff. i did get to...
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yay for busy days! class at 10:30-11:30, psych club meeting from 12-12:55, precalc from 1-3:30, work (yay!) from 4-9, and maybe hooking up with nick after that. we were supposed to hang out today anyway, but now i can't cuz i have to work, yay! understand of course that i'm yaying about having a job, not about not getting to see nick. i'll call him...
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yay i start my new job at petsmart tomorrow! woohoo! it'll be awesome. the problem is that i need to get my birth certificate, which is in tehachapi, which is like an hour away. hmm. i might go tonight. fuck the sorority meeting/social/dance practice. hmm... *thinks*

this oatmeal is gross. i ran out of milk so i used half water and it's just not as...
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so tonight i have to go practice for the dance that i have to do in the talent show that i have to participate in. ugh. i'm not a dancer. no no no. this will not end well.
um, in other news! uh... no, actually that's pretty much it. i dont feel good. my turtle keeps climbing up onto his island, jumping off into the...
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rawr.
so i've decided that i'm tired of trying to tell myself that there's nothing wrong with me. i think i should just accept that there is something wrong with me and just hope that other people can accept it, cuz if they can't... well then i'm just screwed and have no hope of ever being in a meaningful relationship. and that's just too sad....
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