fuck this. fuck everything. fuck life. fuck trying. this is such fucking bullshit and i cant deal with it anymore.
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nick is moving to santa barbara on the 24th. i am very (justifiably, i think) upset about this. whatever. it's not like he was ever around even when he's here anyway. i just wish i had someone who is willing to be around.
hankmeister:
that sucks.
yay!! i'm so proud of myself! i woke up this morning and before i could think about it enough to change my mind, i went for a job! woohoo! i was going to follow this couch potato to 5k plan thingie online, but i misread it and thought it said 60 secs of jogging then 60 secs of walking for a total of 20 mins,...
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kreatinkaos:
It sounds like you had too much fun at the expense of that poor kitten 
inetmonkey:
Sympathy barf! 
Cat torture is always amusing. My preferred method is the laser pointer. It drives my two cats batshit, especially when it moves onto them and they can't "get it off"!
Cat torture is always amusing. My preferred method is the laser pointer. It drives my two cats batshit, especially when it moves onto them and they can't "get it off"!
it seems wrong that my mood isnt really affected by what kind of day i've had. i mena, i can have the worst day ever and be in a gret mood, or like today, i can have a great day and still feel like shit. grrs.
we had a bbq at my parents house for my brother. he just got back from being in europe...
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l7rules:
did ya call him back??????? 
punk:
Sorry I vanished. A co-worker called and needed some help with a customer, so I helped him over the phone for a bit then had to dispatch out to Mesa so we could get the customer back up.
*yawn*
today was a long day. i stayed up all late cuz i thought i didnt have to get up early, but then colin (manager from work) called at 8:30 and asked if i could come in, so i did. it's not 5:45 and i just got home. ugh.
people are weird. why would i want to be friends with someone who's never said anything...
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today was a long day. i stayed up all late cuz i thought i didnt have to get up early, but then colin (manager from work) called at 8:30 and asked if i could come in, so i did. it's not 5:45 and i just got home. ugh.
people are weird. why would i want to be friends with someone who's never said anything...
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inetmonkey:
Ugh. Don't you hate it when you're expecting a day off and end up having to work? Or even worse, when you wake up thinking you have to work and rush around like a 'tard until you realize it's a day off?
Where did you take those pictures of the flooded train bridge?
Where did you take those pictures of the flooded train bridge?
i cleaned my kitten's ears today. ugh. i hate doing that. mostly just cuz she hates it though! the alcohol drying stuff that i put it hurts her, but she needs it! poor kitty. now i feel all guilty. she still loves me though. she's sittign right in front of my keyboard shaking her head. 
i love you too sasha! that's why i have to...
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l7rules:
i wanna see season 2 the first one was really good to bad season 2 is the end 
the first one was really good to bad season 2 is the end 
evilconcarne:
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Evil
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Evil
i think i'm broken.
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vestril:
duct tape can fix everything
xricox:
got your letter.
YAY!
Thanks for the tabasco!!
YAY!
Thanks for the tabasco!!
rawr.
man, today is not working. it's just not. i think it's broken. i went to the bank, and that was ok, then i went to get my oil changed, and that was ok, and then i went to pay for the oil changed, realized that i didnt have my bank card, and paid with a credit card instead. then i realized that i need...
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man, today is not working. it's just not. i think it's broken. i went to the bank, and that was ok, then i went to get my oil changed, and that was ok, and then i went to pay for the oil changed, realized that i didnt have my bank card, and paid with a credit card instead. then i realized that i need...
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mmm...... garbonzo beans, canned diced tomatoes, corn, onions and garlic. very yummy. 
and quick and easy and healthy! nice.
so how are all of you?
andrew came over last night. it'd been about 6 weeks since we'd talked. since then he'd gotten a girlfriend, broke up with the girlfriend, and decided that he doesnt want to date me, that he likes being jsut friends and...
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and quick and easy and healthy! nice.
so how are all of you?
andrew came over last night. it'd been about 6 weeks since we'd talked. since then he'd gotten a girlfriend, broke up with the girlfriend, and decided that he doesnt want to date me, that he likes being jsut friends and...
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l7rules:
yea working on sat is kinda lame but usually buisy so at least time will go fast
thejuanupsman:
yeah, you are right about that, I know some people with incomes well into the six figures who are still always broke because they can't seem to manage their debt.
That lunch sounds really good. I think I will make something similar tomorrow.
That lunch sounds really good. I think I will make something similar tomorrow.
ok so you know how i was all happy cuz i knew i was getting a big paycheck this week? oh my god. fabulous. so far, my ytd is like $950. my check that i got today for the past two weeks was $467. awesome. this is all pretaxes, but still! i earned as much in 2 weeks as i did in 5. awesome. i...
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l7rules:
I was thinking about going to target tommorow 
but with no specific goal i went to meijer tobnight and got tp, detergent and bananas LOL 
but with no specific goal i went to meijer tobnight and got tp, detergent and bananas LOL 
fieldofdepth:
You got out of Target and only spent $50! You're a much better shopper than me. I never get out of there for under a hundred. It does feel good to spend money though, doesn't it?
i feel like making silly faces. sadly, there really aren't any silly faces smilies. that makes me sad. there's a smily for that thoguh! see.
anyway. i woke up feeling like shit this morning. but i went to work, and they all felt bad (even though i didnt complain, the manager was being super sweet, which was weird of him). but then i started feeling...
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see.
anyway. i woke up feeling like shit this morning. but i went to work, and they all felt bad (even though i didnt complain, the manager was being super sweet, which was weird of him). but then i started feeling...
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datsun:
this is almost a silly face.
where on earth do you work? it sounds like no fun at all...
this is almost a silly face.
where on earth do you work? it sounds like no fun at all...
datsun:
it's okay. it's not major, or even pressing. I'm just irritated.
the cutest girl EVER was in my store today. she had blonde hair in two braids, was insisiting on wearing her new life vest that she got, and was wearing her dad's straw hat. it was so cute.
some lady was being really rude and mean to me today, until i noticed that she has the same birthday as me, then she was all nice....
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some lady was being really rude and mean to me today, until i noticed that she has the same birthday as me, then she was all nice....
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blackhive:
Yeah see... guys like that are more likely to use a girl and then turn to their emotional instability as an excuse for it.
I'd either wait until he has completely sorted his life out and treats you better BEFORE a relationship or just skip him altogether and find someone who gives you more than "I don't know"
I'd either wait until he has completely sorted his life out and treats you better BEFORE a relationship or just skip him altogether and find someone who gives you more than "I don't know"
blackhive:
And, in response to your question:
Salvia is a sage plant in the mint family. The leaves contain Salvinorum A which is the most potent naturally-occurring hallucinogen known to man. The plant acts more as a "hypnotic" than a "psychedelic" though. The plant, leaves or extract are 100% legal to grow, create, own and use. There's lots of info on it out there just by typing "salvia" into google but here are a couple of links...
Erowid's Salvia info
Entheology's extensive Salvia info
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Salvia is a sage plant in the mint family. The leaves contain Salvinorum A which is the most potent naturally-occurring hallucinogen known to man. The plant acts more as a "hypnotic" than a "psychedelic" though. The plant, leaves or extract are 100% legal to grow, create, own and use. There's lots of info on it out there just by typing "salvia" into google but here are a couple of links...
Erowid's Salvia info
Entheology's extensive Salvia info
[Edited on Aug 03, 2005 5:46PM]
(Aren't Much Fun)
by Ogden Edsel
Dead puppies, dead puppies,
Dead puppies aren't much fun.
They don't come, when you call,
They don't chase squirrels at all --
Dead puppies aren't much fun.
My puppy died late last fall,
He's still rotting in the hall --
Dead puppies aren't much fun.
No, no, no ...
Mom says puppy's days are through,
She's going to throw him in the stew --
Dead puppies aren't much fun.
Dead puppies, dead puppies,
Dead puppies aren't much fun.
Dead puppies, dead puppies,
Dead puppies aren't much fun.
Dead puppies, dead puppies,
Dead puppies aren't much fun.
Nobody loves me, everybody hates me,
I think I'll go and eat some worms,
Short, fat, juicy ones, Long, thin, skinny ones,
Worms that squiggle and squirm.
I'll bite all their heads off and suck (make slurping noise) all the juice out,
And throw the skins away,
Nobody knows how much I survive
On worms three times a day!