oh man, i am so horny. dammit colin! i need you!! grrs. i suppose i can always just take care of myself, but it's way more fun with someone else. *sigh*
so how are you all? i'm pretty good. ryan took me out to dinner tonight.
he's very sweet. i'm taking him out next week so it'll be all fair. it's too bad he doesnt...
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so how are you all? i'm pretty good. ryan took me out to dinner tonight.
he's very sweet. i'm taking him out next week so it'll be all fair. it's too bad he doesnt... Read More
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crazywhitegirl:
slut 
motownjunk:
After reading your entry, now I have to deal with some personal issues as well must be contagious 
today was fun. i spent the night at colin's house last night (he was very drunk and passed out by the time the alcohol i drank started to make me feel happy, which was annoying) then woke up with him this morning, then we hung out with my sister and nephew for a bit, then we went hiking with my brother and his girlfriend's dog...
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i spent the night at colin's house last night (he was very drunk and passed out by the time the alcohol i drank started to make me feel happy, which was annoying) then woke up with him this morning, then we hung out with my sister and nephew for a bit, then we went hiking with my brother and his girlfriend's dog... Read More
l7rules:
awesome!!!
sounds like a rgeat day to me
sounds like a rgeat day to me
ok so yeah i'm a slob. i'm cleaning out my car. i grabbed a couple grocery bags for trash, filled those up, and found a half empty on in there already that i filled up and threw out; i've made 4 trips back and forth from my apartment bringin in all kinds of random shit (lots of books, some stickers, a stomp pad, school stuff,...
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datsun:
I need to clean my car, too. It's got a bunch of crap in the trunk. Oh, and no way is yours cuter:
l7rules:
i hate cleaning my car although i neer have anything much in it though i just hate vacuming it and cleaning the glass
today sucked so much. oh my god. why are people such assholes? ugh. i've decided i have to call colin once he gets off so i can relieve some stress. happy halloween everyone! 
happy halloween everyone!
l7rules:
mmm colin the stress reliever
rawr
i'm back to being a dinosaur. i was being a tiger yesterday. i dont remember why.... hm.
i shaved my legs today, but i forgot to put lotion on afterwards. i'm gonna have to take off my pants and do that. yup yup. otherwise me legs will be all itchy. damn itchy skin.
my kittens ears are still all icky. i need to go...
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i'm back to being a dinosaur. i was being a tiger yesterday. i dont remember why.... hm.
i shaved my legs today, but i forgot to put lotion on afterwards. i'm gonna have to take off my pants and do that. yup yup. otherwise me legs will be all itchy. damn itchy skin.
my kittens ears are still all icky. i need to go...
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l7rules:
ooh Target is a money sucking machine 
be careful
be careful rawr.
i'm a dinosaur. that's why i "rawr" so much. just in case anyone was wondering.
ok so yeah. work fucking sucked today. it would've been great if it weren't for the fact that i was a half an hour late (i set my alarm but forgot to turn it on, oops) and my kitten is all traumatized from the vet so i was worrying...
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i'm a dinosaur. that's why i "rawr" so much. just in case anyone was wondering.
ok so yeah. work fucking sucked today. it would've been great if it weren't for the fact that i was a half an hour late (i set my alarm but forgot to turn it on, oops) and my kitten is all traumatized from the vet so i was worrying...
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l7rules:
sorry hon i wouldnt go either
sorry hon i wouldnt go either
l7rules:
i don't think he's thinking that way. I really feel bad the position your in. i'm afraid i have nothing to say to make you feel better You are way better than her. Think about it he is with you too. I'm sure if youd have a halloween party he'd go and she wouildnt .
You are way better than her. Think about it he is with you too. I'm sure if youd have a halloween party he'd go and she wouildnt . yay all better! colin was very hesitant to date me again, but he changed his mind and decided that maybe he could. and yeah, i'm going to bed now. i have to be at work at 7. ugh. wtf?? SEVEN??????? normal shifts start at 9:30, so 7 is very very early.
l7rules:
i hate those early morning shifts to 
for me it would mean a meeting that i wouldnt pay attention to anyhow
glad things are better with the boy
for me it would mean a meeting that i wouldnt pay attention to anyhow
glad things are better with the boy
*sigh*
so yeah. i guess i'm not dating anyone anymore. it's not at all what i want, but when i called him to talk about it tonight (cuz he told me to) he was over at her house, so it's not like i could really explain anything. we're playing tennis together tomorrow, so maybe we can figure something out then?
i dunno.
i'm sad.
so yeah. i guess i'm not dating anyone anymore. it's not at all what i want, but when i called him to talk about it tonight (cuz he told me to) he was over at her house, so it's not like i could really explain anything. we're playing tennis together tomorrow, so maybe we can figure something out then?
i dunno.
i'm sad.
datsun:
your boy sounds like he's a douche. come live with me and tear up SF.
I'm drinking tons of water, but I haven't been able to keep any solid foods down, and I was sweating a lot when I had a fever at the start of the week. I'm prolly going to a free clinic tomorrow to see if I need antibiotics.
I'm drinking tons of water, but I haven't been able to keep any solid foods down, and I was sweating a lot when I had a fever at the start of the week. I'm prolly going to a free clinic tomorrow to see if I need antibiotics.
l7rules:
well hopefully things will be better tommorow
last night sucked so much. oh my god. total disaster.
crazywhitegirl:
*hugs*
omg so colin kept saying things like "i want a baby" last night. i dont think he quite realizes that that's kinda mean. i really like the kid. i'd love to be in a real relationship with him. and when he starts saying things like that it only makes me want it more. but we cant be in a real relationship cuz he doesnt want...
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datsun:
wow. Okay, well, I think your boy is being a 'tard if he says stuff like that & still insists that he doesn't want to be exclusive. or he's just really mean.
and be really careful. you can actually still get herpes if you use condoms. same with genital warts. so I hope you're being a little more cautious than just slapping on a condom.
and be really careful. you can actually still get herpes if you use condoms. same with genital warts. so I hope you're being a little more cautious than just slapping on a condom.
datsun:
I almost hope he's just oblivious for your sake - I had an ex who used to say shit like that (I found out later that is was his way of saying that he wanted a serious relationship, just not with me). sometimes boys suck.
what the fuck am i doing to myself?
l7rules:
why what happened
i think i need to drop out of school. i'm not doing anything there anyway and it's just wasting my parents money. i'm supposed to register for the next quarter tomorrow, but i dunno. *sigh* it's just too much
oxy:
if its too much its too much....besides...think of all the other things you could be doing.
No point staying and being unhappy
No point staying and being unhappy
l7rules:
take a semester off and see how you feel then you may just need a break. you'll make the right choice
you may just need a break. you'll make the right choice