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Almost Lover




So she can sing, like you said.

Her, and all the other girls you love to talk about.

I will never compare.

I am just an average girl.

No talents. I'm not pretty.

I am just a dumb girl, who says dumb things and does dumb things.

I think the reason you beat me is because i am not who you wish I...
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Death Cab For Cutie.

So this is a really hard month on me. Even though it's been two years now he still gets to me. I can't help but have a big heart towards him, even as much as he hurt me. Physically and emotionally. He was my first love, and everything I learn was from him and him from me. Everything about this month...
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Hahaha, I found something very entertaining. Stickam. If you have a webcam you should join it, and also add my hot self.
My Stickam

I have a new romantic interest. =]]

Thank goodness for romantic night's on the beach.

This is religious so don't bother reading it if you're a hater.



Do you ever have moments when you are seconds from lossing it? We come from the dust, we're fragile. Like it's written in the Psalms; Each persons life is but a breathe. Even thouse whom seem secure. Have you ever walked teh halls of a hospital, looked into an open casket, looked onto...
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I just wanted everyone to know, that today is my birthday, and I am excited, in the pants. =]]

I'm sitting in a room,
Made up of only big white walls and in the hall
There are people looking through
The window in the door
they know exactly what we're here for.

Don't look up
Just let them think
There's no place else
You'd rather be.

You're always on display
For everyone to watch and learn from,
Don't you know by now,
You can't...
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You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend....
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I want to look into your eyes and know that our two souls were made for each other. You are all I ever dreamed you would be. As our bodies die daily, I want our love to be reborn everyday. I want to look back and remember everyday was a day worth living because it was with you. You are my poet and I am...
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