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You know when you're reading a book you really love, one you're really into, and you come upon a chater that seems to go on for ever and ever. So many things happen in this chapter, mostly bad, but you keep reading because you don't want to miss a thing. In this chapter a new character is introduced, but you're not sure what role they...
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Metrocon 2008

I don't even want to talk about how lame it was.

All I enjoyed was good sex and the rave.


I even lost a person. >.<

So today I finally got my car back after it being broken for 4 months and I already went through a quarter of a tank of gas.

I got to spend some time with my wives and finally meet their mom's gay friend Craig they are always talking about.



And I spent some time with Chris tonight. Again not a man of his word. If...
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Back from Nashville and family crap to only come home to more crap.

With me there is no winning.

You think you are so cool when you post all these pictures about you drinking, or when you talk about the drugs your doing. Look around. You're not only killing yourself you killed your best friend Dave and you're only falling deeper into the spiral that...
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I need a new boyfriend.

I need one who won't cheat on me and one who isn't afraid to tell me his true feelings. One that isn't going to dick out and listen to his friend who only wants in his pants to break up with me. One that doesn't involve high school drama. A guy who isn't Christopher Aaron Orr.


Any takers?

If it makes you less sad
I will die by your hand
I hope you find out what you want
I already know what I am
And if it makes you less sad
We'll start talking again
And you can tell me how vile
I already know that I am

I'll grow old
And start acting my age
I'll be a brand new day
In...
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With dumb people and their shit.



With people making assessments of me after meeting me 5 minutes, talking shit to their friend which ends up helping to tell my bf to break up with me.




I am tired of guys thinking they can use me. You either want me or you don't. And it's just me. Not me, with some Emmy, and maybe some Rachel...
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I realized I need new pictures of myself.

Anyone with a camera feel like taking any for me?

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So...
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