Mahogany Jambe drum 'Bhoma Lord of the Forest. This is a hopefully next medium for me. I can't seem to feel abnormal. My father in 1996 started a woods from seedlings, 300count. Set up tent and tend the ground. This year I plan to become more aware. Travel with help of my drum. Fire: light in the dark. Good sessions outdoors alone in his woods. I haven't owned a drum. I feel it's my next step in becomming more confident about what really happening. Looking at the bigger picture. Cast out my demons and live free from my lingering FEAR. 
sillychik:
I had 2 hernias in my tummy 1 above my bellybutton and 1 inside it. They were removed 2 weeks ago on the 2nd. I just went today to get them check and doc said im healing good i just need to take it easy for a few more weeks