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Saturday Dec 18, 2004

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The more I read Journal's on this site, the more I realize I've completely disapeared.

Was going to Read 1984, but again I ignore synchronized meanings.

I've almost broke free the other night. Stopped envolvement in the wrong. Was obbsessed at one point with the growth of THC. Had Variety of people envolved in production. I have slipped away, feeling I wasn't reaching any potential.

Stop. I need to stop feelin this way about my physical body. New Year is comming. Can I make it the Year to understand and live? Hmm. Got me, Hasn't happened yet.

I am so blank. No Goals. Hate as entombed my physical mind. I am in the background. Need to step up.

I am a Man. Stop your Hate. Go on the Path. I'm affraid of the masses. I'm not usual. Need to make the impact on the mass.

I always allow people ahead of me. Always, That is a way in becoming TrustWorthy. Yet is Trust there =? I don't think so. I use to put myself on the line, willin to die for someone.


I feel a move is needed. I can support myself with my TRADE. Where O where is the alike? surreal
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thora:
I'll send the CD out next week; thanks for ordering!
Dec 18, 2004
rainbowelf:
Dude, there are so many good books I could recommend, but it depends really on what you're looking for. A couple of good ones to understand yourself and how your mind works are "The Power of Your Subconscious Mind" by Joseph Murphy, or maybe "The Silva Mind Control Method" by Jose Silva. These two books can probably be found in any bookstore and help one to control ones life.

Yeah, the cd Neo-Mantras is almost entirely done by me, aside from a few tracks of back-up instruments. Also, my friend Miki helped with composing them, but mostly from my instruction, he's just the techy guy. Neo-Mantras I'll be getting Paypal setup real soon too for easier ordering. If you order a cd, I'll send you some bonus seeds wink
Dec 19, 2004

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