hello hot pants and roller skates
i am going on a diet. i weigh 185 pounds and am only 5'6!! and while i know that is by no means too big (the sexiest girls i know are 200+) i am getting uncomfortable so i will be eatting less and exercising more, i am excited about exercising maybe i will find something athletic i love to do
i am thinking about making a SG video about my adventures in dieting. but maybe they want something sexier from me. i need a camera anyway.
i am at this odd point in my feelings about my body, on one hand i look lumpy and my belly and booty are not appealing in my eyes. But on the other hand i am enjoying good sex and have high energy and have a very intamite and sexy relationship with food
but i don't think Dr B is happy with the sudden weight gain (though he would never say so) and i want him to want me, so i want to be elegant and leaner.
i wish this issue wasen't so loaded, i wish i had nearby girlfriends to talk to about this with.
maybe i am worried about how i look because i haven't felt like an interesting cool person recently. i do so little that i feel like i have nothing to talk about.
please don't treat this as a "poor Suri" journal
maybe treat this as a "share hot pics/ yummy resipies" journal? ok?
i am going on a diet. i weigh 185 pounds and am only 5'6!! and while i know that is by no means too big (the sexiest girls i know are 200+) i am getting uncomfortable so i will be eatting less and exercising more, i am excited about exercising maybe i will find something athletic i love to do
i am thinking about making a SG video about my adventures in dieting. but maybe they want something sexier from me. i need a camera anyway.
i am at this odd point in my feelings about my body, on one hand i look lumpy and my belly and booty are not appealing in my eyes. But on the other hand i am enjoying good sex and have high energy and have a very intamite and sexy relationship with food
but i don't think Dr B is happy with the sudden weight gain (though he would never say so) and i want him to want me, so i want to be elegant and leaner.
i wish this issue wasen't so loaded, i wish i had nearby girlfriends to talk to about this with.
maybe i am worried about how i look because i haven't felt like an interesting cool person recently. i do so little that i feel like i have nothing to talk about.
please don't treat this as a "poor Suri" journal
maybe treat this as a "share hot pics/ yummy resipies" journal? ok?
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2. It's not diet, it's just more exercise
3. Check out the Moosewood Collective's series of cookbooks. I love to cook and it is a fantastic series. Ms. Zero just picked me up the latest one and it is all low-fat recipes. So yummy.