sureality

So day one of being alone.

Last night ended it all. She doesnt love me and I cant do anything to change that. So I got to walk away. Its hot as hell out today but I still get the shakes. I know everything that Im supposed to do its just hard when Im alone and my mind has time to wander.

The good news is that Im back on the market. I wont be so depressive for longI hope. I know it sounds lame and desperate but if anyone wants to just hang out company would be appreciated.

Thanks for those who have supported me through all this, and thanks for those who stop and listen. Im not bitter and Im not gonna drown in my sorrow. I do know that I enjoyed love and Im gonna miss it.


Mike