sureality

Life has been rather insane lately.



I feel like I have been set on overdrive and have had this frantic struggle to stay ahead without time to fuel up. Both in by buisness life and personal life. My $220 dollar speeding ticket the other night is a perfect example of what I'm talking about.

I keep telling myelf that in January I'm gonna slow it all down..but things are lining up to keep me very busy. Its abit irritating because I don't feel like I'm working on what is important. I need to find a quiet room shut the doors and think.

In other news my new Digital camera package shall be arriving soon and official photography sessions should start in late january. That should be fun.



I have ben spending time with alot of wonderful people lately and have been forming some really good friendships. It funny how the one thing we all have in common on this site...be you a model or a member is that somewhere somehow he have had our hearts stomped on. So we tend to find this common bond that can really be beautiful. Its not always a sexual bond either...its just nice to have friends that understand.



Sums it up well.

Thanks you all of you that care and I hope you can make it through the forced family time this weekend and be reminded that atleast you don't have to do that shit once a week. Holidays are for lovers and the innocent..the rest of us just struggle to ignore.