Strangely the past few days with my mother have been going well.
I think she actually likes me. it's really weird for me to think about because i know my mother loves my sister, but she doesn't like her at all. i kinda always thought she thought of me like that. i guess maybe having an empty house is changing her. she's been treating me...
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I think she actually likes me. it's really weird for me to think about because i know my mother loves my sister, but she doesn't like her at all. i kinda always thought she thought of me like that. i guess maybe having an empty house is changing her. she's been treating me...
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Holy shit.
I can not handle snow storms. More specifically, i can not handle driving in snow.
I have been in four major accidents. all in the snow. all not my fault. I've been rear-ended, t-boned, sideswiped into a ditch and sideswiped onto railroad tracks as a train was coming.
My mother is dealing with empty nest syndrome and is begging me to come home...
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I can not handle snow storms. More specifically, i can not handle driving in snow.
I have been in four major accidents. all in the snow. all not my fault. I've been rear-ended, t-boned, sideswiped into a ditch and sideswiped onto railroad tracks as a train was coming.
My mother is dealing with empty nest syndrome and is begging me to come home...
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daniellered820:
Oh man mom's .... I've been in two car accidents
may the force be with you !
may the force be with you !
penfold95462:
That sucks about the accidents, I know the feeling, the one accident I've been in was due to snow several years back. Definitely a good choice to give up on trying to drive, it's rarely worth the risk. I'm glad I'm a guy, fairly sure my little sister gets a lot more grief from my mum, good luck getting through the next day or so!
I feel like thanksgiving was a failure because I noticed my family staring at my plate throughout the meal and I know what their eyes where saying. Thankfully family drama took a lot of attention off of me and I didn't have food forced on me.
I know that i followed what my nutritionist recommended and that is a victory for me. I just couldn't...
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I know that i followed what my nutritionist recommended and that is a victory for me. I just couldn't...
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comixbookgurl:
Well at least they didnt yell at you about being the black sheep like mine did.. fantastic
comixbookgurl:
those are some lovely pictures!!! Now I want to visit!
penfold95462:
Looks like an absolutely beautiful place to visit! I've always fancied visiting that area of the US sometime, but definitely want to now.
today is my birthday! wee!
on friday i leave for AZ where my b/f's sister is getting married. he and i have been together for over a year and he is now living with me but i have yet to meet his family. i am scared shitless. i worry that his family is going to think that i'm stupid.
PLUS it's gonna suck to miss...
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on friday i leave for AZ where my b/f's sister is getting married. he and i have been together for over a year and he is now living with me but i have yet to meet his family. i am scared shitless. i worry that his family is going to think that i'm stupid.
PLUS it's gonna suck to miss...
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comixbookgurl:
i hope you had a great birthday!
writeboy:
Really? Cheesy? Oh well, it was fun to play with it for a bit but I can see you're right.
seriously, something is wrong with our society.
if someone who is in danger of renal failure, blindness, heart attack and death is considered attractive then there is literally no hope for us.
signals for feminine beauty are supposed to hint at a woman's fertility and ability to carry a child, not her extreme malnutrition.
two steps forward one step back.
bull shit.
if someone who is in danger of renal failure, blindness, heart attack and death is considered attractive then there is literally no hope for us.
signals for feminine beauty are supposed to hint at a woman's fertility and ability to carry a child, not her extreme malnutrition.
two steps forward one step back.
bull shit.
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alatusphoto:
Agreed.
writeboy:
Thanks Sudz! So . . . did you buy the homeless headphones?
rogueelephant:
woot, yea they are comfy 
there should be more big girls on SG
not that i'm particularly attracted to larger women, it just seems like they are under represented. as well as non-white women (who i do find attractive) they almost never seem to cross the front page.
don't get me wrong, i'm, not faulting SG. i don't see too many non-white and/or bigger girls who are hopefuls either.
just...
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not that i'm particularly attracted to larger women, it just seems like they are under represented. as well as non-white women (who i do find attractive) they almost never seem to cross the front page.
don't get me wrong, i'm, not faulting SG. i don't see too many non-white and/or bigger girls who are hopefuls either.
just...
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andybeau:
You got your ear pierced?! Did I guess right? Do I get a cookie?
penfold95462:
Yeah they're definitely out there. I think the SG admins have become more strict over the years, or it might simply be that there are far more girls applying now than in the past so more competition. You see accepted SG sets from a few years ago, which aren't even close to the quality levels of some failed hopeful sets.
I'm supposed to be working on a ten page paper right now that is due in about 42 hours and that i have not yet written a single word of...
but i am a masterful procrastinator.
so, instead i am poking around the internet contemplating how to spend my next paycheck.
my nipples are fully healed and i'm thinking of possibly getting another piercing. i've...
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but i am a masterful procrastinator.
so, instead i am poking around the internet contemplating how to spend my next paycheck.
my nipples are fully healed and i'm thinking of possibly getting another piercing. i've...
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alatusphoto:
You should spend it on coming out here and doing a shoot.
shield_agent81:
I would go with the tattoo
So, my boyfriend and I have talked about last Sunday and we've worked things out.
My boyfriend isn't as sexually aggressive as I am and my approach apparently made him feel dirty in a bad way.
I kinda thought that changing things up might be hot and might lead to more sex because I assumed that maybe the lack of sex was boredom.
But he...
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My boyfriend isn't as sexually aggressive as I am and my approach apparently made him feel dirty in a bad way.
I kinda thought that changing things up might be hot and might lead to more sex because I assumed that maybe the lack of sex was boredom.
But he...
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paradym:
You probably know all of this, but it's good and helpful to be reminded sometimes, at least I find it is.
Sexual chemistry is hard to find. On one hand, I had friends in a great relationship, only he was porn addicted and could not climax with her, not even for all the outfits she made and bought, scenarios she set up, and passion she had. My girlfriend tells me that we're the most active among couples she knows (daily). A couple others have good drive (3-5/wk), but then some others see it more as a chore, an unnecessary part of life. It's not just religion that makes people wary of sex; some just don't want it as much. That, and as kids taught to hide their sexuality, we are used to trying to climax for the sake of speed, and not enjoying the whole process, taking time, and experimenting.
It's something worth talking about, because you'll be able to find out what he does really want if you push it enough, or you'll find out that he is more important than passion, and your drive will be left to drift off. I can actually understand him feeling dirty in a bad way for overt sexuality if he's not used to it. If he's used to you as his girlfriend and wanting him as your boyfriend, it's a bit alienating to change into a girl who looks and acts nothing like the girl he wants. Maybe try transitioning with some talk but still looking like yourself, or put on simpler outfits while still behaving like yourself, so that he can ground the moment as still being with you, while allowing his mind to wander. As active as I can be, I can still find it a bit alienating to see someone who is nothing like my partner trying to turn me on in the way that I would only want my partner to.
You're not too horny for your own good, you just need to find the right communication to figure out what works for each of you in the bedroom, as well as lifestyle-wise. I know I hate letting my girl do all the work; I can't even think of having sex until she's begging for it or has climaxed, and I won't climax until she's had at least a couple. If you can figure out the right mix, maybe he won't be so tired, and maybe he'll find he wants to make more time for the both of you, maybe even waking up early for you, since a woman's clock peaks in the morning, unlike a man's peaking late at night.
Of course, what do I know, I'm just a random internet person, shucks
Sexual chemistry is hard to find. On one hand, I had friends in a great relationship, only he was porn addicted and could not climax with her, not even for all the outfits she made and bought, scenarios she set up, and passion she had. My girlfriend tells me that we're the most active among couples she knows (daily). A couple others have good drive (3-5/wk), but then some others see it more as a chore, an unnecessary part of life. It's not just religion that makes people wary of sex; some just don't want it as much. That, and as kids taught to hide their sexuality, we are used to trying to climax for the sake of speed, and not enjoying the whole process, taking time, and experimenting.
It's something worth talking about, because you'll be able to find out what he does really want if you push it enough, or you'll find out that he is more important than passion, and your drive will be left to drift off. I can actually understand him feeling dirty in a bad way for overt sexuality if he's not used to it. If he's used to you as his girlfriend and wanting him as your boyfriend, it's a bit alienating to change into a girl who looks and acts nothing like the girl he wants. Maybe try transitioning with some talk but still looking like yourself, or put on simpler outfits while still behaving like yourself, so that he can ground the moment as still being with you, while allowing his mind to wander. As active as I can be, I can still find it a bit alienating to see someone who is nothing like my partner trying to turn me on in the way that I would only want my partner to.
You're not too horny for your own good, you just need to find the right communication to figure out what works for each of you in the bedroom, as well as lifestyle-wise. I know I hate letting my girl do all the work; I can't even think of having sex until she's begging for it or has climaxed, and I won't climax until she's had at least a couple. If you can figure out the right mix, maybe he won't be so tired, and maybe he'll find he wants to make more time for the both of you, maybe even waking up early for you, since a woman's clock peaks in the morning, unlike a man's peaking late at night.
Of course, what do I know, I'm just a random internet person, shucks
I wish I was around my parents enough to feel that adult relationship. I see them so infrequently that it usually never gets to that point.