supersudz

I like the ex-ish-b/f being out of town. I get to act naughty!

I'm seriously enjoying having the house to myself. It's just kinda creepy to be around all his stuff. Like it's watching me and judging me or something. I don't exactly think I'm doing anything wrong. Just enjoying myself a little. I've slipped quite easily back into the single and wild claire mode. Even though I'm not sure that the ex-ish-b/f gets that i was dumping him, I'm just gonna act like he did. I'm definitely not gonna clarify that over the phone- que rude- so until he gets back I'm just trying to push that situation out of my thoughts.

I like having a social life again. I like not knowing where I'll end up at the end of the night and not really caring at all either. I've been meeting some awesome people and catching up with old friends I hadn't seen in forever. I can't believe I spent soo long stuck with that boy... i didn't realize I was suffocating until I tasted the sweet fresh summer air and started to breathe again.

I can't wait until school starts because this next semester is gonna be awesome. Dekalb will finally have people in it again. Then i get to start Spanish classes and new modeling classes, I'm super excited! I think i wanna get another job on the side just to keep me busy. Plus some extra cash would be sweet too. I kinda need to recuperate all that money i spent in Spain.

Ok... since I'm technically working right now I should prolly close this window and focus...

Besos!