Strangely the past few days with my mother have been going well.
I think she actually likes me. it's really weird for me to think about because i know my mother loves my sister, but she doesn't like her at all. i kinda always thought she thought of me like that. i guess maybe having an empty house is changing her. she's been treating me more like an adult and she is starting to respect our differences.
that being said, i am dying to get back home. this house just doesn't feel like my home anymore.
i feel soo antsy to get back to my x-mas crafting. i've been making jewelry for family and am planning on making a variety of different brittle and candies to give away (they say "i love you even if i am poor as hell") and x-mas just seems soo soon. i have soo much left to do that sitting here is starting to drive me nuts. i can't sit still when there is work to be done!
wish me luck! there's my ride!
I think she actually likes me. it's really weird for me to think about because i know my mother loves my sister, but she doesn't like her at all. i kinda always thought she thought of me like that. i guess maybe having an empty house is changing her. she's been treating me more like an adult and she is starting to respect our differences.
that being said, i am dying to get back home. this house just doesn't feel like my home anymore.
i feel soo antsy to get back to my x-mas crafting. i've been making jewelry for family and am planning on making a variety of different brittle and candies to give away (they say "i love you even if i am poor as hell") and x-mas just seems soo soon. i have soo much left to do that sitting here is starting to drive me nuts. i can't sit still when there is work to be done!
wish me luck! there's my ride!
I wish I was around my parents enough to feel that adult relationship. I see them so infrequently that it usually never gets to that point.