oops... i cheated.
i was sober and it was with a virgin.
i was bored. there was nothing better to do on my wednesday, there was nothing on tv and there's really no way g/f could ever find out. i kinda sorta lil bit feel bad about it. not cuz i cheated but cuz of the whole takin the v-card thing.
kinda i guess cuz i lost it very casually and i've always been a tad jealous of my friends who lost it to a b/f or g/f who they thought they were in love with and all that mushy bull. it's like, that's a story you can tell you're kids someday when they ask about sex.
so i guess i feel bad that i took the v-card during what was for me a random, entertaining afternoon of mischeif and not some loving, sweet, special moment.
not too bad tho... cuz i can't help but smile and giggle a lil about it.
i was sober and it was with a virgin.
i was bored. there was nothing better to do on my wednesday, there was nothing on tv and there's really no way g/f could ever find out. i kinda sorta lil bit feel bad about it. not cuz i cheated but cuz of the whole takin the v-card thing.
kinda i guess cuz i lost it very casually and i've always been a tad jealous of my friends who lost it to a b/f or g/f who they thought they were in love with and all that mushy bull. it's like, that's a story you can tell you're kids someday when they ask about sex.
so i guess i feel bad that i took the v-card during what was for me a random, entertaining afternoon of mischeif and not some loving, sweet, special moment.
not too bad tho... cuz i can't help but smile and giggle a lil about it.
"Oh...um, well....he got drunk one night at a frat party and slept with some slut so I burned all his clothes and dumped his ass"
so yeah...not a huge deal