*thoughts of a horny girl on a Thursday night*
(its a song)
we're broken up, baby,
and for a while that was cool with me,
but this time i've spent without you lately,
it's wearin on me,
it's drivin me crazy,
i don't miss the late night phone calls,
when you'd open-up and bare your soul,
i don't miss us holdin hands,
or cuddlin' cuz...
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(its a song)
we're broken up, baby,
and for a while that was cool with me,
but this time i've spent without you lately,
it's wearin on me,
it's drivin me crazy,
i don't miss the late night phone calls,
when you'd open-up and bare your soul,
i don't miss us holdin hands,
or cuddlin' cuz...
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so, i'm single now.
its prolly for the best. i'm no good at monogamy.
on the bright side, pride is this weekend! i leave friday and i'm stayin in the city till before sunrise on monday. it's gonna be wild, especially since i'm single and can do what i want.
i promise to post pics!
its prolly for the best. i'm no good at monogamy.
on the bright side, pride is this weekend! i leave friday and i'm stayin in the city till before sunrise on monday. it's gonna be wild, especially since i'm single and can do what i want.
i promise to post pics!
music4u:
or its summer and its better to be single for summer... just my opinion tho..... have a blast
ardour:
That's funny, I've always considered myself too good at monogamy.
i have, through the years collected a variety of exes. a handful of them happen to be batshit insane.
there was the ex who carved the words "i'm sorry" into her arm after we got into an argument.
or the ex who repeatedly showed up at my work to bring me roses and beg for me to take her back, who wrote songs(terrible ones) to...
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there was the ex who carved the words "i'm sorry" into her arm after we got into an argument.
or the ex who repeatedly showed up at my work to bring me roses and beg for me to take her back, who wrote songs(terrible ones) to...
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supersudz:
ok, i think i can find a happy medium between the suggestions.
in the beginning of the vid i have a clip of him sucking on a pen with the pigtails in, wearing my lacy underwear, bra, and a little sheer teddy thing that he had given me as a gift which kinda sparked the whole video endeavor.
i think i just wanna send the part where he says "i've been a very bad boy and you should spank me"
i think just that clip would be enough.
he would be terribly embarrassed but not suicidal and he would understand that i've been pushed far enough to fight back.
i really am not looking for payback. i just want him to go away. i want him to know that i can play his game better than him but i've chosen not to thus far.
the only incriminating thing he has on me is pretty tame. compared to what he knows i've got (which is a lot more than i could even list seeing as i was with him for a while and hes a rather freaky dude) what he has on me is nothing. especially because i'm a pretty open person and i'm pretty hard to embarrass.
in the beginning of the vid i have a clip of him sucking on a pen with the pigtails in, wearing my lacy underwear, bra, and a little sheer teddy thing that he had given me as a gift which kinda sparked the whole video endeavor.
i think i just wanna send the part where he says "i've been a very bad boy and you should spank me"
i think just that clip would be enough.
he would be terribly embarrassed but not suicidal and he would understand that i've been pushed far enough to fight back.
i really am not looking for payback. i just want him to go away. i want him to know that i can play his game better than him but i've chosen not to thus far.
the only incriminating thing he has on me is pretty tame. compared to what he knows i've got (which is a lot more than i could even list seeing as i was with him for a while and hes a rather freaky dude) what he has on me is nothing. especially because i'm a pretty open person and i'm pretty hard to embarrass.
ardour:
i really am not looking for payback. i just want him to go away. i want him to know that i can play his game better than him but i've chosen not to thus far.
That is a good way to be. Your plan sounds good.
ok... i feel like all i do in this blog is bitch about the g/f but man, she pisses me off. it's getting to a point sometimes where i would almost prefer to be celibate.
like tonight, we were messin around and i brought out the accessories... now, my g/f isn't prude but she's also pretty vanilla ice cream and apple pie. i decided to...
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like tonight, we were messin around and i brought out the accessories... now, my g/f isn't prude but she's also pretty vanilla ice cream and apple pie. i decided to...
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_iv:
I think you're just trying to fit in with the wrong people. I know people first hand that believe in the same things you do. Creepily the same.
I want some crunchberries.
I want some crunchberries.
ardour:
Your girlfriend sounds very insecure. Sometimes people don't work together. Or maybe you work really well together half of the time, but the other half you don't. It sucks, because it doesn't matter how much you like this person. You could be over the moon into someone, and yet still not work. I don't know what the solution is, there. I do think sometimes one will present itself. Maybe your girlfriend is insecure for one specific reason and if she can get over that, then things will be fine. It's rare I meet girls I'm really into, so I am more willing to keep trying, but you can't do it forever. You don't want to be feeling like this all the time.
Most of the girls I've dated have been with girls in the past. It's not something I sought out, it's just something that's pretty normal... I try to see it in the way that I don't think dudes are very attractive, so if they've been with pretty girls and still want to be with me, then hey, I can't be that bad! If I was in their place I'd just stick to the girls.
Most of the girls I've dated have been with girls in the past. It's not something I sought out, it's just something that's pretty normal... I try to see it in the way that I don't think dudes are very attractive, so if they've been with pretty girls and still want to be with me, then hey, I can't be that bad! If I was in their place I'd just stick to the girls.
so, my dad found my pot this morning and started to bitch cuz my mom doesn't allow it in the house (my dad keeps his in his car or the garage so, he was startin off in a glass house) this was kind of the the last straw. i've been pissed at him for weeks and the audacity he had to yell at me for...
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supersudz:
before i found out he was cheating i never could have imagined my father being unfaithful to my mom. they act like they're in love still and whenever i see them fight they make up and get all mushy about it like an hour later. i don't like my father but i always thought my parents were meant for eachother.
plus, totally selfish thought but, my mom kinda just bought a house that i am going to be renting from her allong with a few of my friends of mine. so... my mom geting arrested for a homicidal rampage which would leave my father and a list of internet whores dead would totally fuck that up for me.
plus, totally selfish thought but, my mom kinda just bought a house that i am going to be renting from her allong with a few of my friends of mine. so... my mom geting arrested for a homicidal rampage which would leave my father and a list of internet whores dead would totally fuck that up for me.
stick_da_vinci:
true, but to be fair not wanting to see your mom serving a life sentence isnt THAT selfish.
Where did your mom get a house? Hell of a good time to buy.
(and by the way, my friend Anthony and I found a bunch of public domain 1940s educational vids online. We have taken the 1st one and MST3Ked it and I'll be putting it on youtube soon, I'll let ya know when its up)
Where did your mom get a house? Hell of a good time to buy.
(and by the way, my friend Anthony and I found a bunch of public domain 1940s educational vids online. We have taken the 1st one and MST3Ked it and I'll be putting it on youtube soon, I'll let ya know when its up)
dating a closeted girl is frustrating. even if she's out to everyone except her family.
there's just something completely devastating about being introduced as a "friend" and not being alowed to act in any way like a couple.
especially when she kinda sprung it on me that they don't know. we showed up outside her parents house and she threw it out there, "oh, hey,...
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there's just something completely devastating about being introduced as a "friend" and not being alowed to act in any way like a couple.
especially when she kinda sprung it on me that they don't know. we showed up outside her parents house and she threw it out there, "oh, hey,...
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peaches:
UUUuuf! ouch! sorry to hear that. I mean, personally i know where she's comming from cuz thats my situation as well but c'mon! She had to give you a heads up since day one!
stick_da_vinci:
as its something I've never been through there is not much else I can say other than, 'aint that a bitch'
you gonna be back in DeKalb at all next week?
you gonna be back in DeKalb at all next week?
_iv:
That's pretty brutal.
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spanishboi:
it looks super painful but you look so cute all pouty!
crazycamerican:
Ouch. Still hot. lol
i had a crazy weekend. a couple friends of mine turned 21 and had a party in the city. it was pretty wild and a lot of pple showed up. i got into it with these girls on the porch at one point cuz they were trying to convince my friend's little sister to do coke with them. you gota understand that one of the...
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stick_da_vinci:
a few years ago my gf went to a formula 1 race at the indy speedway with her sister and sisters boyfriend. They are all from Poland, she came here when she was 12 so they are not just pale...they are Eastern European pale.
and, of course, she didnt put on sun screen.
I've never seen anyone that read first hand...I would have put $ on her getting really sick from sun poisoning but she didnt by some freak of nature.
Have fun moving for the next few days.
and, of course, she didnt put on sun screen.
I've never seen anyone that read first hand...I would have put $ on her getting really sick from sun poisoning but she didnt by some freak of nature.
Have fun moving for the next few days.
oops... i cheated.
i was sober and it was with a virgin.
i was bored. there was nothing better to do on my wednesday, there was nothing on tv and there's really no way g/f could ever find out. i kinda sorta lil bit feel bad about it. not cuz i cheated but cuz of the whole takin the v-card thing.
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i was sober and it was with a virgin.
i was bored. there was nothing better to do on my wednesday, there was nothing on tv and there's really no way g/f could ever find out. i kinda sorta lil bit feel bad about it. not cuz i cheated but cuz of the whole takin the v-card thing.
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stick_da_vinci:
dont feel too bad about the v-card thing...honestly, while it would be nice to tell the kiddies that story when they then ask "what happened to x y or z" it usually follows like this....
"Oh...um, well....he got drunk one night at a frat party and slept with some slut so I burned all his clothes and dumped his ass"
so yeah...not a huge deal
"Oh...um, well....he got drunk one night at a frat party and slept with some slut so I burned all his clothes and dumped his ass"
so yeah...not a huge deal
soo....completely on accident, i discovered that my father is cheating on my mother.
i know that i am the only one in my family who knows.
i'm firstly disturbed, simply because i don't want to know anything that involves my parents and sex and after reading through all of my father's messages on his online profile on the site where he's meeting these tramps, i...
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i know that i am the only one in my family who knows.
i'm firstly disturbed, simply because i don't want to know anything that involves my parents and sex and after reading through all of my father's messages on his online profile on the site where he's meeting these tramps, i...
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supersudz:
i really don't think i could do that. i could never tell my mother. i don't want to be the one to rip her world apart.
... i might just corner my father about it tho. he knows i'm pissed at him and is absolutely clueless as to why i've been so bitchy. depending on his reaction to said cornering i will choose my next course of action.
... i might just corner my father about it tho. he knows i'm pissed at him and is absolutely clueless as to why i've been so bitchy. depending on his reaction to said cornering i will choose my next course of action.
micajah:
Ooof. Tough Break!
I don't know what to tell you. So......I'll just say....
Hello!
I don't know what to tell you. So......I'll just say....
Hello!
ok. i'm just gonna bitch.
my girlfriend sux. i'm getting really tired of her. i'm bad at this whole monogamy thing and she's starting to annoy my so, i feel some cheating coming on.
thing is i like her as a person. she's really sweet and pretty laid back most of the time. it's just starting to piss me off that she doesn't smoke and...
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my girlfriend sux. i'm getting really tired of her. i'm bad at this whole monogamy thing and she's starting to annoy my so, i feel some cheating coming on.
thing is i like her as a person. she's really sweet and pretty laid back most of the time. it's just starting to piss me off that she doesn't smoke and...
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supersudz:
well, we started messing around late feb. and she asked me to promise to not touch other pple in a dirty way sometime mid march.
so i guess somewhere around 3 months?
so i guess somewhere around 3 months?
stick_da_vinci:
well then I wouldnt feel too bad about the approach youre taking. Youre right in that its not the BEST way to go about it but this isnt a long term thing when you need to do something different out of, if nothing else, respect. So yeah, stay the course and do youre thing.
how's dekalb? last time I was out there I was hammered.
ps. interesting song post. dont think Ive ever heard it but then thats not necessary as I hear something like that rattling around my head all day (except its not a horny girl its a horny boy lol)