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Well I talked to the last person I had done anything with, and they had just recently been tested, and they came up clean. So I'm pretty sure that means I'm good to go, unless I'd like have something that can't be carried on, but I'm not really sure how it works. I'll do some research...Oh and by the way, it's been a while since...
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Crappy but numb.

So, I went to the doctor this morning at prompt care around 9:30 cuz I was feeling like crap. I couldn't fall asleep last night because my ear felt like it was going to explode. Ah, I was in so much pain it wasn't even funny. I just wish Jaimie was there to take care of me and we could watch a...
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Meh...my right ear really hurts. I think I have an ear infection. I had a lot of them when I was little. My throat hurts too, and I just wish my ear would pop our something so it would feel better. I don't have any Q-Tips to clear it up, so I tried some kleenex and it kinda worked. Well not really, I still can...
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People tell me to stop caring about her and thinking about her and that you can do better, blah blah blah...but I kinda just block that all out, because I don't care what others think or say. They shouldn't shape my life. I should be able to think and feel for myself. But will it ever be worth it?

Interesting day...

Wooo...today...well yesterday...was quite an interesting day, and I shall tell you why in the following words...

Well the night before, which would be Thursday night, which would be Thanksgiving night...I kinda got in a tussle with Jaimie online, which was to be expected I guess. I don't expect people to forgive and forget that easily. I drank a Mike's Hard Lemonade, and it...
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I'm about to go hang out with family and stuffz, but yeah I don't really feel like it. Work was kinda boring and I had a random nosebleed when everyone was supposed to clear out so I was stuck in the backroom and I was afraid I was gonna get locked in or something. It happened to someone last year...so yeah...that really sucked. Well I...
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The Origin of Love

Today, or should I say yesterday, was a very nice day. Let us see where we begin..I awoke just before ten-thirty in the morning to prepare for my daily routine of getting ready for work. I am thoroughly beginning to enjoy working at eleven in the morning instead of six or seven in the morning. I have time to pretty much...
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I really do love Jaimie, and I don't care what anyone else says. I just have to prove my trust to her once again and I'm really working on it so she'll never have to worry about what I'm up to again. I really can't picture myself any other way further on down the road. I just see her there, and no one else. I'll...
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Well I'm on my lunch break right now (was, I wrote this earlier but didn't get it up till now) but it's time to go back to work already! *sigh*. I just had some sweet and spicy boneless wings from KFC, and I thought since it had the sweet part in it that I would be alright...boy was I wrong!!! It was like buffalo sauce...
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So I have a lot that has been going on but I don't really feel like writing...

Basically I've been with someone then single, with someone, then single again....and right now I'm single.

I don't know if I want a relationship right at this moment, but I would like to have some friends and hang out with people.

I have friends that are suicidal and...
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