superstarcsb

Well I officially dropped my only class I had signed up for, Video Game Creation. I wanted to sign up for other classes also so I would have a full load, but I needed to take some test that showed I needed to learn how to use a computer. I just don't have the funds to pay for this class, and I wasn't able to find my W-2 for last year or get the information online. Everything just dissappeared into thin air, and it really sucks. I guess my education will have to be pushed back to the fall. I was really getting myself together too. I'm starting to go through all my old crap and throwing away all the unneeded stuff, and just ugh, this depresses me. Maybe that's why I've been down and depressed lately because of this whole school thing bothering me. I just feel like such a failure now. From what I understand we can start filing our taxes on January 6th or 7th, so I should get on the ball for that, get my refund, and put my forms in a very safe place. I actually have a folder for important papers now, so hopefully I won't lose anything anymore. I guess I just feel like I have no one to impress right now. I'm just not sure...sorry to anyone I've let down. Right now I just need to raise up and save up some money. I don't know how I'll do it since pretty much all my money goes to bills. I wish I had another roomate to help split up the cost of rent. With me cleaning everything out, someone would actually have room to store their stuff. But oh well...I'm hoping and dreaming for the best in the future. Let's hope my dreams and resolutions come true!