supernovice

Wow, the things that took place today...

I bought some new socks and boxer briefs (even though we are not supposed to wear underwear. Shhhhhhhhhhh...)... I washed my car and ATTEMPTED to clean my room to no avail - still smattered with beer bottles (from the roomie), beer cans (from me), empty bottles of Aquafina, empty packages of "Trident WHITE" chewing gum, cans of Red...
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I've never met arms like yours.
And the stars at night are big and
bright deep in your eyes miss "Vincent".
You told me once i made you smile -
we both know damn well i didn't.
I'm not much of a jester
but i'd test poison food for you, your majesty.
You're royal blue.

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My, my what a mess we've made of our precious little lives these days.
It appears a big fucking tornado has twisted us up recently.
Best wishes have been made for you, you never had a say it's true.
You have to be the cutest gravedigger I've ever seen.
And all your lonely nights in the city of lights are much like
all these crowded...
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You have to be the cutest gravedigger I've ever seen.

far away and lost without you
fate is cruel and brings me this
we are not deserving of this
you are there and I am nowhere near
the feeling I thought would go away
has grown and is far past too late
and all I think about now is
that you are there and I am nowhere near
consolation I won't take it well
nothin'...
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Naturally I think about smashing the skulls and rib-cages of other customers. They stand in line so smug - like they were safe, outside the desires of or for another. It's as if, for them, there is no other's desire - as if desire was one thing, and it was ours... Restraining myself is not dishonest. It's a way of maintaining a keen sense of...
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I like my lego's and my lincoln logs
my action figures and my comic books I build a fort and
then go and read them in the summer time Today I think I'll make a cool character
She'll wear a big coat with electric fur
She'll have the power
She'll make you cower
when I roll the dice
Don't seem like long ago
I hung...
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I feel like I have nothing to tell you today. It's not that I think you already understand what I feel, and it's not that I think "everything's already been said." It's more like the feelings themselves are resentful toward the idea of them being made public - like they have a humility that makes them cringe at the thought of a witness. I believe...
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